The BAD girl is always more fun.

The BAD girl is always more fun. - ch 19

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AN:

First I would like to start off by saying... YOU'RE ALL WRONG! WAHAHAHAH ok so after you read this you will see I'm not making this your normal 'omg-he-cheated-on-me-i-hate-him-he-does-something-really-sweet-and-i-take-him-back-and-we-live-happily-ever-after' type of this. I mean where the originality in that is, I don't know! (No offence to anyone who has a story like that, I'm sure yours would be wonderful I just like my writing to match my personality...completely random): D

OH AND VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need an editor!!! Like really badly! Anyone care to help?

So without any more annoying interruptions.... Here is the next chapter: D

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Chapter 19 -

Madison-

As Oscar pulled me through the school, I kept working on what I was going to say to Jeremy. I'm normally a very confident, smart and well managed girl, but Jeremy sends me off into this whole other side! I can't believe he actually likes me, the poor little girl who had bad past and still struggles with a normal day to day life. Yes I know I sound pathetic, but isn't that how it's meant to be? The whole first love thing? Well I hope so. Yes I just admitted it; I'm in love with Jeremy Everson. I know I may not be good enough, I mean I'm nothing like his well mannered, never worked a day in their lives, primped and primed girlfriends before me, but maybe, just maybe, what I feel for him and, hopefully what he feels for me, will be enough.

I smiled brightly and chuckled as Oscar lead me through the twisting corridors toward the 'lost and found room' "Oscar" I said as we slowed down and he let go of my arm. At the end of this last corridor I saw a big blue door with fancy black writing saying 'lost and found' on the door "yes?" he said. I smiled and twisted my hands together "I mean...I really like Jeremy...as in I may just...I may just like him more than just liking...but you think he would actually want to go out with me...I mean I'm just so..." I trailed off; I hated how pathetic I sounded, so much unlike my normal strong and fierce self. Oscar looked at me with a smirk, we where about 20 meters from the door know "don't be like that Mads. Jeremy likes you to. Like as much if not more than you do...and about you not being good enough if anything I would have to say that he isn't good enough for-"but before he could finish, the lost and found door burst open and onto the floor Jeremy was lying on his back trying to pull up his pants.

Jami, or as Jeremy refers to her as, Jane, came out in only a short skirt and heels, also a bra that was a little too much lace and frills for a day to day bra! "Why won't you just take me?! Why did you have to stop?! Remember Jer-Jer you're the one that kissed me firs! So get back here and finished what you started!" she then launched forward and gripped onto Jeremy's shoulders and tried to pull her lips to his but he was stronger. "Get away from me....shit I really can't even remember your name! Yes I kissed you first! I ONLY WANTED A DISTRACTION BECAUSE THE GIRL I REALLY WANT IS OFF WITH THAT HALF WIT BLAZE!" The anger melted from his voice and he looked down at the ground "Why does Madison have to be with him" I felt like the Grinch on Christmas, I swear my heart swelled two sizes. Never before this school, before Jeremy and my friends, never before my life started to get back together did I ever imagine I would be able to hold any kind of good thing in my life like Jeremy. Sure I had the twins and my friends, but Jeremy it was different he could actually be mine and I could be his...I could find someone that would be with me and there for me, I wouldn't just be there for them....I think this could actually work and-

My internal thoughts were cut off by Jeremy's words "but you know what.... I hate her" he looked up at Jamie "she...she teases me...she treats me so well, not like other girls, not like you do, she is so dam perfect that she is imperfect, and I hate her! She and Blaze can go live happily ever after for all I care, I have had enough! You know I couldn't even have a relationship with her if I tried?! Because unlike a normal girl I couldn't just drive to her house after school or on the weekend, no because if I did that I would most likely get shot, mugged or killed! I hate how she thinks just because she is different I am bellow her because I haven't had a tragic life! I hate how she thinks if she doesn't tell anyone about her past she will be ok! I hate how she is so fake! YOU know what I hate the most about her?!" he yelled at Jamie, "I hate everything! I HATE HER!" he finished by throwing his hands in the air and then looking at the floor in defeat.