Hi guys. I know the few of you who've read this story know I've completely abandoned, well pretty much all my stories here on Wattpad. I just feel as though I'm not a good writer and it takes a lot for me to write.
I started this story in September 2017 and haven't wrote a single bit in it since November 2017. So 2 years. I was a senior in high school then and am a sophomore in college now. My writing style has definitely changed. I've changed as a person, and I was writing this story during my darkest part of my state of depression. I'm not that person. I honestly don't know if I can or will continue writing this story. I look at it, and cringe because I remember all the bad times and I just don't think I want that around.
I don't know how often I will post. I am a full time college student and also work two jobs and am happily engaged. My life is being pulled in so many directions. So I don't really know where this is all gonna go. If you stuck around, thank you. If you're new, thank you.
I know my most read story is The Lovely Lie of "I'm Okay." but Love Next Door is probably my favorite now that I'm older. It's sweeter and what I really enjoyed reading before depression first started on me when I was sixteen and seventeen. It takes me back to a time where I wasn't a stranger in my own mind. Faded is like a stranger to me now.
I was sixteen/ seventeen when I started on this website and was dealing with extreme depression issues and was going through such a rough patch in my life. I'm not the same person as I was. I do still have depression and anxiety issues, but have gotten help and am able to control my issues so much better than I was. I was writing before with so much sadness as you could see in TLLIO and Faded. It's tough for me to write those because I don't have the same feeling as I once did. TLLIO definitely won't be deleted because of how well it is doing, and because I do feel a bit of a connection to it still. My now fiance was my rock through my darkest time and I see that same connection between Ella and Noah in TLLIO. Faded is a different story. I just honestly do not know about it's future right now.
Hopefully those who started reading all those years ago will understand and hopefully those who just now started are okay with me going in another direction with all of my stories really. I hope this is for the better.
Much Love
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Faded
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