∞ ghost of you ∞ | c.t.h

| three |

december 31
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calum🔆:
i'm back.
sent 11:39 pm

calum🔆:
i know so many people might find what i'm doing so pathetic.
but they don't know what it's like, writing to somebody who'll never read it. this is my last connection to you. and i don't want it to end.
you were ripped from my grasp that night. and it was my fault.
i beat myself up for it everyday.
i'm so fucking sorry.
sent 11:45 pm

calum🔆:
it's about to be a new year though.
i remember when we'd kiss so passionately once the clock struck 12.
sent 11:50 pm

calum🔆:
i miss your lips on mine.
sent 11:51 pm

calum🔆:
michael, ashton, and luke dragged me out of our bed to take me to this stupid party.
they said i needed to go out for once.
socialize.
sent 11:57 pm

calum🔆:
but here i am, sitting in the corner of the room, wishing you were right beside me.
sent 11:58 pm

january 1st

calum🔆:
happy new years, baby<3
sent 12:00 am

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