∞ ghost of you ∞ | c.t.h

| eighteen |

may 17
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calum🔆:
yesterday, alex took my phone and went through my messages.
sent 6:47 pm

calum🔆:
the ones with you.
sent 6:47 pm

calum🔆:
he thinks i'm fucking crazy.
sent 6:48 pm

calum🔆:
texting my dead girlfriend.
sent 6:48 pm

calum🔆:
and maybe i fucking am fucking crazy. but i don't think i'm ready to let you go just yet.
sent 6:51 pm

calum🔆:
and trust me i know you can't read these but as much as i hate to admit it, maybe there's a part of me that prays you get phones in heaven.
sent 6:52 pm

calum🔆:
yeah i've definitely gone crazy.
sent 6:52pm

calum🔆:
why couldn't it just be me??
you were the purest fucking soul on this planet yet you got taken away.
sent 6:53 pm

calum🔆:
i was far from perfect,
and i stayed.
sent 6:54 pm

calum🔆:
i just need you.
sent 7:00 pm

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