started school about a month ago. its chill
I met some people who are pretty nice, already had a few over to hang out and study
I'm exhausted and anxious and drained socially and I wanna say depressed but it's debatable whether that's true or if I'm just tired and anxious and that's it
I enjoy some things like talking with friends and learning but I just feel off and I have so little motivation to do anything
then somedays I'm on crack and I can clean my room write an essay and get through an entire folder of overdue work while listening to an audiobook and retaining all the information, like it's crazy that I can't have a normal time. I'm not normal and ugh I can't stress this enough, I'm not trying to be quirky or fun or cute or trendy this is real shit no matter how stupid and first world problem it sounds, it's my life I'm crippled by my awkwardness
I applied for a new job and I'm terrified, oh well
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Randomi need an outlet that nobody close to me will see, read at your own risk will contain: my inner thoughts, talk about self harm, eating disorders, depression, anxiety, abuse, and other fun things i cant be bothered to write down so if you think you w...
