》°☆The quiet one [NCT Jeno ff]☆°《

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After that crazy night,me and Jeno have gotten back to normal...us and Mark still had to do the dance presentation and we had help from all the gang...Yuta was such a good dancer...like damn he is for real so good...also Jaemin was great...Jisung,Chenle and Hyuck also helped...it was so fun and the choreo came out so good...but...
What happened shocked me...

~~~flashback~~~

We are in the practice room,all of us(the people I named above) creating the choreo...
Yuta:"this is great!just the last part is left you know?"
Jeno:"I have to go to the bathroom"
And with that he runs out...is he okay?
I decide to go after him and see what's wrong

"Jeno?babe?...are you okay?"i slowly open the door and see him on the floor,his head burried in his knees
"Babe?...what's wrong"i fastly walk towards him and sit beside him
Jeno:"I haven't told you about myself fully right?...well I think I need to tell you everything...as soon as possible"
"Babe it's fi-"
Jeno:"let me speak.Since I was already in the company I didn't have any friends...I know It'll sound so lame but I'm crying bcs I never really had such good friends...and for real I feel so safe with you guys and I don't know what would happen if I didn't meet you...I'm pretty sure you already noticed but I used to cut myself....like a lot...it was bcs my dad used to beat me up...one day it was so bad he broke my ribs and he even threatened me to kill me if I go to a doctor or tell anybody...I couldn't die....My company was counting on me...I couldn't do anything about it...But with a broken rib it's impossible to dance....so that's what made me take a break...and the rumour about me killing my brother...well step brother...it was the end of my career...I didn't have friends,a brother,parents....so I ran away...I couldn't handle it so I started cutting myself...yet the rib was still hurting so much I just couldn't handle it...so I bought some pills...wrong choice...I bought the wrong ones and they were to strong...which led me to black out or start shaking constantly...at least my rib didn't hurt that much... But of course I needed money...so I was in loans...loads of them...and one day I was walking in a dark alley...of course that's where all the worst people are...and me being desperate...when they asked me to kill some people for some money....I said yes...it was an old friend of mine...in middle school he used to buy me stuff and we always played Pokemon or tag...and when I saw who it was I couldn't do it...he was apparently in the same situation like Sicheng and Yuta were....he was in love yet I had to end his engagement....I almost did it...but I couldn't...he looked so happy...why would others suffer if I suffered enough...and when I told the people I wouldn't do it,they beat me up...and my rib was again hurting like crazy...they ran away,let me in the dirty dark alley,it startes raining,so all the blood was washed off me...almost....I had to get new pills....stronger ones...even bigger mistake....but then...since I was living in a rented apartment,I had to pay....and since I didn't have much left after I was an idol,I had to get a real job...that lead me to high school...and where I met you guys...and now...I'm here"
He stopped crying now but he was still shaking
I hugged him tightly and he hugged back strongly
Jeno:"I'm so happy to have you in my life"and he starts crying again
"Hey hey...babe...don't cry...it's okay...just don't ever hold back your feelings...you can tell me anything...I'll always listen to you...you can always cry on my shoulder...I love you"i speak softly then give him a kiss on his nose
He gives me a smile
Jeno:"thank you....I love you too"

~~~~end of flashback~~~~

I think I know more than enough about him now... He is so much better now...he smiles so much more...he is so cute...and funny...and loving...and caring...I just want to give him everything I can and tell him how beautiful and amazing he is but words can't describe it...

Yuta:"well guys...."
Jaemin:"you finished the choreo!!"
Mark:"no WE did"by now Hyuck was already clinging onto Mark like the baby koala he is
Jeno:"yeah guys...thank you"
"This choreo is sick!"
Jisung:"yeah it is!we made it!"

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(Watch till 1:06(Jeno is the girl in grey,and you're in the middle,the one on the far left is Mark))

Teacher:"that was an amazing performance...thank you for your contribution...but the reason I gave you these assignments is bcs I need to chose some students to compete in a dance competition...I have chosen some students from other groups,but since all of you haven't danced yet,I had to wait...so the students will be announced on Monday on the school board...since today is Friday and this is your last class...I'll let you go home"
We all start cheering then we pack up

Jeno:"should we wait for Chenle and Jisung??"
"Oh yeah...I told Chenle I'd wait for him In singing class"
Jeno:"okay then...cafeteria?"
And me and Mark nod
Jeno takes my hand then we walk to the cafeteria