》°☆The quiet one [NCT Jeno ff]☆°《

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~your p.o.v.~(lmao finally)

Standing in front of my brother's room...what should I say to him?...'What's wrong with you?'...no thats to harsh...'are you okay?'....to stupid...Aish just get it over with Y/N....

I step in and see him sitting in a corner...around him was something shinny...no way...please no...

"H-hyuck?"
He looks up surprised
I saw his tears and my heart breaks...
Hyuk:"Y-Y/N...what are you doing here?"
"Hyuck...what are you doing?..."
Hyuk:"I'm sorry you had to see this"
"Why....why do you hurt yourself?"
Hyuk:"...it's just...two years ago I ruined Yuta's marriage with Sicheng...and lost my best friend...I was stupid and I just...had to get the pain out of me"
"Is that why you stopped talking with me?"
He was silent
"....I don't think that it's the best reason to stop talking to me"
Hyuk:"I'm sorry...I couldn't...I was to ashamed...I thought if I told you I cut myself you would hate me....and for the reason as well..."
"Hyuck...I love you so much...I know mom and dad and even Rosè don't like the fact you're gay but I do...so why would I hate you bcs you cut yourself?... Yes I would be hella concerned and try to stop you but that's it...we were so close...no one could separate us but then you just shut yourself up...Now...do you want us to go back to that?"I give him a small smile and take his hand
Hyuk:"I would love that"he smiles as well
"But...why did you run up?...is it Mark?"
And he just puts his head down
"Was it about that Jaehyun guy?"
And his tears start to fall again
As I hug him he finally speaks up
Hyuk:"you know very well that my self-esteem is no where near to good...and the fact that he was smiling about the thought about that guy broke my heart....he says he likes me...but tells me we shouldn't be together yet...how would you feel?"
"I get it...I would feel shit too...but I would smile at the thought of Jisung talking about me too...and I don't like him like that at all..."
Hyuk:"....i guess"
"Talk to him again...maybe ask him about this Jaehyun guy...let him explain"

??:"Sure...."
We both look up to see the Lee brothers looking at us with pitty
Hyuk:"did you hear everything?"
And they both nod
Hyuk:"great"he says bitterly
Mark:"let's talk..."
But Hyuck didn't respond,just put his head back down
Mark looks at me and of course I know what he means with that look
So yes,I stand up and leave Hyuck's room with Jeno following
But before I closed the door I whispered to Mark
"Don't mess this up or I mess you up"
He just gives an awkward smile and nods

But as I was about to walk down I felt a grip on my wrist
I turn around and meet with a strong gaze
Jeno:"Y/N....can we talk?"
I couldn't help but gulp...but of course I nod after

He drags me to my room and closes the door
"W-what do y-you want to talk a-about?"damn why do I studder so much!!!
Jeno:"well..umm...I know we don't know eachother for long...but I feel like I know you since forever...and I know that today we went threw some weird shit...I almost got killed...we met Jaemin's brother...Rosè's boyfriend...found out that Mark and Haechan like eachother...but since I'm scared I won't get another chance...Long story,short...I like-...no...I love you Y/N...and...I want to ask if you would maybe...want to be my girlfriend?"

...did he really just confess to me?...AND ask me to he his girlfriend??I burst into tears for probab the hundredth time today but who cares

I couldn't help but hug him and smile
I try to nod and luckily he caught up and noticed
I let go of the hug and,for the first time ever,I saw his full smile...it's so beautiful...how his eyes shape into crescents and his cheeks look so full...also how how his lips form into the prettiest shape ever...yes...I'm looking into his lips...those pink,full, kissable lips...

And like he read my mind,I could feel his soft lips on mine...
This is the feeling I need...I don't think I felt this before...my stomach is a full on zoo...I'm smiling into the kiss and I could feel that he was too making the kiss even better...
Jeno:"you're finally mine"he giggles
"I'm all yours"and we kiss again

I know the chapters about Haechan were kind of stupid but it's the only way I could show you what happened like I imagined...also since Jaemin and Yuta are brothers they are both Nakamoto but everyone think it doesn't suit Jaemin so they shortened it to Na...there will be some more chapters about the other couples but I will try to make it as less as possible...I'm also at a little writers block so if y'all have any ideas feel free to comment them or just message me...thank you for reading my fanfics I'm really grateful and please continue to read them...don't forget to vote and share it with people you think would be into the fics as well...
I love y'all