》°☆The quiet one [NCT Jeno ff]☆°《

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~1 year later~
Mark:"are you sure you don't want to come with us?"
"No,I'll go to the hospital....you never know when he's gonna wake up"
Mark:"...okay but please...just relax...I know it's been super hard for you...just try to stay strong and he will wake up"
"Thanks"i give him a strong hug
Mark:"okay we should get going"
"Take care of my brother and Chenle...don't let anything happen to them as well as the others..."
Mark:"got it"
Hyuck:"it's okay"he hugs me as well...it's hard for him as well...Rosè moved out with Baekhyun and since I'm in depressed mode,he can't really cuddle with me while Mark is still in school...
"Thank you...now go"
Hyuck:"bye sis.Love you"
"Love you too"
He quickly kisses my cheek then they go out with everyone

What happened??
After that day everything changed

First it was the doctor's turn to speak as well as Mark and Chenle...
Apparently there were these ex-fans of Jeno who thought he was gay and that he did really kill his brother and they bashed him with questions...Jisung stepped in and tried to push them away,gently of course cuz hes fragile as well,and the fans pushed Jisung into Jeno making them fall on the road
Since Jisung almost died when we were 13 he learned how to save someone
So he hugged Jeno tightly and turned around so Jeno was laying on the ground with Jisung holding him up a little,not letting him fall completely...that caused Jeno to faint
But Jisung died 5 seconds later when he tried to help Jeno stand up and try to wake him up...
He stood up,with Jeno,and a car comes driving in full speed hitting Jisung hard with Jeno as well
Jisung bleed out completely while Jeno blacked out...

And Jeno is still in a coma...the doctors gave him 2 years to wake up...I've been visiting him every day for the past year yet he still hasn't woken up

All I do is look at him and hope for him to wake up...but that never works...he still hasn't woken up

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Receptionist:"hello miss Park...came to see Jeno?"
I just nod and smile at her
Since I came here every day I've become well known in this hospital...they feel bad for me...I've never gotten so much attention and it isn't that great...

I go to Jeno's room and just sit down on my usual place-the sofa right next to the hospital bed

...30 minutes
..........1 hour..........

"Is this really my life now??...hey babe....I miss you so much....I need you...I need your cuddles,kisses, words,eyes,everything...I need you right here with me in this fucked up world...Jisung's gone...you're not here yet...I'm scared...everyone's doing okay... Chenle and Renjun startes dating a month ago... It was for his birthday...we had a party with like the people from the wedding,just some of them,and of course us....and Renjun started hanging out with us after the accident and him and Chenle got pretty close...so in the end they got together...Jisung probably wouldnt like this but he would be happy for Chenle,for finding some hope...also the dance team needed you guys...they lost big time...not even threw the first round...I don't know how it actually went bcs I didn't go...I quit the team bcs I wasn't strong enough...Rosè moved out a month after your accident...it was hard...it's hard for all of us but somehow it affected me the most...I feel bad for my friends bcs I never hang out with them anymore...I'm always in a bad or sad mood...but I always come here and pray for you to wake up...It never really works but I won't lose hope...Mark is strong...or so he thinks...3 months ago I heard him crying in the bathroom and how he misses you...also he thinks no one notices how hard it is for him as well... But we don't bring it up for his sake or he would be in the same position as me...Hyuck needs yiu to wake up too...me and Mark changed so much and it's all bcs you aren't here with us...you nees to wake up and make me feel better so Hyuck can feel better as well...in a year we can get married?...or we can wait a little bit longer and see where it goes....I know I'm makig zero sense...I'm failing school as well...apparently I'm getting kicked off next year bcs there isn't enough space...bullshit...I don't know where I'll go,but I'm thinking of going to a dance school...so I can train,get back in shape,to continue where I left of...But not until you wake up and start supporting me...I'll wait for you Lee Jeno.If it's the last thing I do"
My eyes close and I drift of to dream land,where I can still see Jisung and Jeno in all their glory

I miss them so much