Seclusion. (Jack Gilinsky)

Chapter 1

Alexa Wilkinson POV

Journal entry one: August 10th 2013
Today I don't feel alone. I woke up with a smile on my face and that gives me hope. Despite the fact that I have only one friend, I have faith that today will be a good first day of school. Seclusion will not take over me.

Today was the first day of high school for me. I was so not ready. The only thing I was excited about was that I got to wear my Westside High School Varsity uniform for the cheer team. I was so prepared for all the taunting from my brother and his stupid friends. Asshole seniors.

"Wake up bitch! First day of school." My brother, Sam Wilkinson said while throwing a pillow at me.

I mumbled something incoherent.

"What was that?" He asked.

"SCREW YOU GO BACK TO BED!" I raised my voice rolling over.

He faked gasped. "Alexa Wilkinson," he put this hand on his chest, "you don't have to be rude." He said.

I rolled my eyes.

His voice got more serious. "Okay but seriously Lex we have to leave in about 30minutes we gotta pick up Gilinsky because his jeeps still at the shop."

I groaned. Jack Gilinsky. The guy I've liked forever, but he's too old for me. He already knew he was everything any girl could ever want. Girls "idolized" him on vine and girls told him every day. They started the vine app after I found it but eventually got more followers than me. Lol sorry that I'm not a hot teenage boy. But it's still cool. I have 990k while they have 1 million. It's just stupid when people just follow me because I'm Sam's sister. Anyways, Jack He's 16- turning 17 in September and I'm 14 and won't be 15 for about another 7 months. It would never work. But there was something about him that just didn't fit, like I had to find out. But after summer I realized all he will ever see me as is his bestfriends' little sister.

After getting dressed in my uniform, applying a little make up and putting my stuff together we were out the door. Sam said we'd just stop by Dunkin Donuts for breakfast since it was right next to the school.

We pulled up to Gilinsky's house. He comes running out with a polo, khakis and boat shoes. I laughed. What a little basic white boy.

"Young Wilk" he says to Sam giving him a bear hug. He gets in.

"Hi Alexa." He smiles that cheeky smile. I roll my eyes. "Hi" I said.

Jack looked at me confused.

"You can be nice." Sam said rather rudely. Oh.

"You can not throw pillows at people to wake them up." I bit back.

"Oh Sam. Be nice to your baby sister. Here Alexa lemme see your schedule." Yeah because I'm a "baby" right. I rolled my eyes at the word but handed him my schedule.

"Holy shit. How the fuck do you have Pre-Calc?!" Jack asked.

"Ha NERRRD!" Sam yelled.
"Rather be a nerd then in intensive." I smiled at him.

"Anyhow took two math classes last year." I said shortly. I didn't really wanna engage in conversation with him.

"Well we all have Spanish 2 together!" Jack said.

"Wow awesome." I said sarcastically.

My other classes were AP Human Geography, Biology, English, PE and Art. Couldn't wait to get today over with.

When Jack, Sam and I finally got to school we all walked to the office to get our official schedules. Then we went off to first period, I had pre calc. Couldn't wait to her bullied by a bunch of upper classmen. I walked in and handed the teacher my schedule.