Music for Hope

Chapter nine

Sky

It rings, as a sign that the first hour is now beginning. The corridors are already completely empty.

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Damn, I don't want to be late on the first day of the new school year, especially with a new teacher. I still brought Leo to the new school, as Danny had to go off early today because he has his first day on the job today. Leo just didn't want to go to school and it took forever to persuade him. I run across the hallways to the music halls, where I have the first hour of performance course music, with Lynn and Nick. I arrive at the classroom, the door is still up, the teacher is not there yet. I sat down between Nick and Lynn. ' Why are you so late? Are you still sad because of your mother? "Asks Nick, hugging me. ' i took Leo, Danny's brother, to school and because of my mum I'm not sad anymore. ' I answer. "Show the ring Danny gave you." Ask both. I give them the ring Danny had engraved in We both forever. As I unpack my stuff, the teacher enters the room, I look up and it is, it's-Danny. Surely that must not be true, that his new job is music teacher at our school. He writes his name on the board, Danny Sommer, then asks us to introduce ourselves in turn. He hasn't seen me yet, as luckily I'm sitting at the very back. I hear the girls in front of me talking about his good looks, how sexy he is after all. Everyone succs briefly to the row. It is only when it is my turn that he recognizes me and shriches briefly, but cannot be noticed. I try to imagine myself unmoved. ' i'm Sky, playing guitar, piano, trumpet and singing. Otherwise, until recently, I was looking after my terminally ill mother and now I'm looking after my neighbor's little, deaf, super-sweet brother, who is an asshole. " He gaspes for air when I'm done and I can see how hurt the word asshole has him. Once I'm done, I get bad. I get up and fall out of the room, inconspicuously putting the ring of Danny on the desk, but he got it with him. Then I run to the toilet and have to hand myself in until my stomach is empty. Lynn comes just as I'm done and rinsing my mouth out. ' What was that? How are you doing? All Okay? "" I was bad, like all last week, so I had to hand myself in. My Danny is Mr Summer Me it goes shit and nothing is okay. I can't get in there today. "" Go home. I say know and bring you your things right away. After school I come by and we have to say a serious word. Okay? ' "Yes. Thank you, Lynn. And put a note on the desk after teaching Danny, which says that he should not come up with the idea to come over in the next time. And that I can't take care of Leo at first. Thank you. " She walks away and I stay seated on the floor and lean against the wall. Where does this cursed nausea come from? Damn, when was the last time I had my days? That's been as long ago that I don't even know anymore. And the last time sex, I had that with Danny about three months ago. Can it be that I am pregnant? I decide to get a pregnancy test on the home path. Shortly after, Lynn comes back with my stuff. ' We'll have to talk later, Lynn and please bring Nick. ' I say before I leave. I sit down in the car and drive off. First to a drugstore, where I get ten packs of pregnancy tests and chocolate, then I go home. There I break down as soon as the door behind me is closed, and cry unconditionally. I just lie on the floor crying, I cry until Lynn and Nick, certainly not until three hours later, come. Nick takes me on his arm and carries me to bed. Lynn comforts me and I slowly begin to calm down. "Nick, Lynn I think I'm pregnant." I say when I calmed down. " I guessed it after you told me earlier that you're already bad for a week every morning. " Is Lynn's reaction. ' i'm delivering this important thing! You're way too young. And also alone! "Nick scolds first before calming down. He likes to do one on big brother. ' i've been getting pregnancy tests on my way home. Should I make them now? Besides, I'm not alone, I have you guys! "" Yes, then we know more. " Says Nick, still staring at the floor in disbelief. Lynn, too, nods and gets the tests up from the bottom. I take one, go to the bathroom and follow the instruction on all 10 tests. After doing that, I come out of the bath again and we're waiting for the result of the tests. Shortly thereafter, all the tests show a clear result: Positive.

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Tears run down my cheek again and Nick and Lynn take me in the arm. "But you should still make an appointment with the gynaecologist for tomorrow. Do you know who the father is? "Asks Lynn and Nick Exactly," Who is the father? When there is an asshole I first knock him down. " Clamped, I reply "Danny-He's the only one I've ever slept with and only once, so he's the dad. Mr. Sommer is the father. But I'm not going to tell him first and I'm not going to tell her. Please. " ' We won't tell him anything, but you have to promise you'll tell him the latest after giving birth. Okay? "Says Nick. "By the way, was cool, as you indirectly called Mr. Sommer an asshole, that made him quite upset and hurt." He asked me after class what was. I just told him you were bad and he wanted me to give you the ring back. But I said that he should do it himself and then what you told me. " ' Thank you, Lynn you're a sweetheart. You will come along tomorrow, though. I set the appointment to the afternoon and I go back to school tomorrow. Because I don't let anyone let my music perform course be avoided. Do we have homework? " ' Yeah, we're coming along and I think your attitude is great. And we have as a homework to write a song, in three groups, on with or without text. You're in our group. But nothing else. "" Thank you. Mr Sommer will see a blue miracle tomorrow. I already have an idea. " Nick, you play the piano. Lynn you play guitar and I sing. The rest of the evening we spend writing the song and Lynn and Nick stay here.

Danny

I sit in my room and think. It's already late and Leo is already asleep. The day today was hell, because it turned out that Sky is my pupil in my performance course music and she called me asshole in front of the whole class. Indirect and only in such a way that she, me and their friends know, but still in front of the whole class. Then she stormed out of the room and put the ring on the desk I gave her when I asked her if she wanted to be my friend. Mine I always have on, he's the counterpart to hers. I hope she sees it as a sign that I still love her. She wasn't well, she was looked at that and no one told me what's wrong with her and Sky banned me from coming to me. On WhatsApp, she blocked me, so I couldn't contact anything. She can't care about Leo anymore either, so I don't know how to look after him on my own. When I saw her in the classroom, my heart is broken into a thousand pieces. She was the only one where I've ever felt something so intensely and really love. Immediately I have to think about our One Night Stand again, both of which I fell in love with her and where I could feel her so close and alive. I take my guitar in my hand and try to put all those feelings into a song that I can then, hopefully, play to her at some point. It's only when I finished writing the song that I can fall asleep.

I enter the classroom five minutes late the next morning as I still had to take Leo to school. After dropping my stuff off on the desk, I look through the classes room and glimpse Sky next to this Nick, who greeted her with a kiss on the forehead. This guy makes me frenzied with jealousy and I'd most like him to blow one pure, but I'm not allowed to risk my job, because I depend on him. Sky has a little smile on her face, which reassures me a bit, at all that she's here proves she's brave and comes to terms with her feelings. I start my lessons with the meeting, rather, the homework assignment. Skye's group volunteers to perform homework and I ask them to move forward. Nick sits down at the piano, Lynn sits down on the guitar and Sky also picks up the guitar, then they start playing and at some point Sky sets in and sings with her gorgeous voice.

The song is beautiful and well designed, but I believe the song is about me, but if it's true what she sings, then she still loves me and has just as many feelings for me as I do for her. That clearly lifts my spirits, even though she says in the song that she hates me too, I'm an ass and she doesn't forgive me anytime soon. The other groups also present their homework, they are good, but by no means as good as Skye's group.