Music for Hope

Chapter fourteen

Sky

The last hour for today is off and I'm sitting in Nick's car, because today is ultrasound day. Before that we go to eat something at a döner shop, then we go to the gynaecologist. In the waiting room, I say to Lynn and Nick, "Lynn, Nick, can we talk about Danny later when we're home?" "Yes, sure. All okay? " "Sky Jefferson, it's your turn!" It exclaims from signing up. With Nick and Lynn as an accompaniment, I walk into the treatment room and lie down on the lounger and Nick holds my hand because I'm always so nervous and his strong hand calms me down. Not as much as Danny's could, but always going a little. I am not saying that, however. The doctor comes and sits down "And how are they doing Ms. Jefferson?" "Okay, but I always get nauseous when I get too close to the father of the child and I'm often nauseous. Is that normal? " ' Yes that's. But I cannot explain the connection with the Father. Then let's get started. " I clear the belly and the doctor squirts the ultrasound gel on my stomach, which makes me cobble together. A black white image appears on the monitor, but I can't see anything about it yet. With the ultrasound device, the doctor drives to the right place and I can spot a small gummy bear and even hear the heartbeat, which moves me to tears. The doctor prints the picture out to me and gives it to me. Would Danny just be there after all. I wish he was here. I have to tell him. We go and drive home, where I confess Lynn and Nick as soon as we sit on the terrace "I want to tell Danny I'm pregnant, because he wrote me an incredible letter." I get up and get the letter so they can read it. After they read this, Nick says, "Wow who is really a gentleman and not such an ass that I thought he was. Tell him if you want. I would have told him earlier, but so it's more romantic. And Lynn Der is hard in love with you, so tell him. When? " "Tomorrow after class you come along?" "Yes, okay!" Then we make ourselves comfortable and play games. ' Say Sky, you're doing such a course for young mums when you've told him? I think that would be good to practice a bit, we would of course come with, as a family, as we will also babysit. What do you think? " "I've already considered myself. If I colluded with Danny after I told him. But I think he would also find it important. We could then register as a large group and take a private course. " ' Yeah, that'd be cool. Fancy sushi? So I've got cabbage steam. "

Lynn and Nick stayed with me, so the next morning we make our way to school together. I plugged in the envelope with the letter, the copy of the mother passport and the ultrasound images. In addition, a small note that says I have to talk to Danny after class. There is dead silence in the car on the way to school, but I am grateful for that. I'm pretty excited and my heart is racing. What do you think we say to him about that? Will he believe me? A thousand questions buzz through my head, My stomach hangs in my knees as I didn't get anything down at breakfast with excitement. As we enter the music hall, I place the note inconspicuously on the desk before turning to my seat. He nods to me briefly to make me understand that it works.

Danny

Sky enters the one and places a note on my desk, which I read immediately.

Need to talk after lessons

LG Sky (Nick and Lynn are also there)

I nod Sky and I start class but can't wait for the hour to end. Luckily, time flies as if you were in flight. It rings and everyone storm-leaves the room except Sky, Nick and Lynn. As soon as everyone is out, they come up to me, but Sky sways carefully and leans up front on the desk In hand she holds an envelope, which she presses against my chest. "Open him up, right away!" She says in a shaggy voice. "All Okay, Sky?" I ask and just wants to open the envelope, that's when Sky collapses at once. I try to catch her, but I don't succeed and she hits her forehead against the corner of the desk with full force before she crashes to the ground. I scream up loud, and kneel next to her on the floor and feel her, weak but still present pulse. "Lynn calls an ambulance, Nick go to secretariat and say know." Lynn is messaging the emergency call. ' i'll take care of her, les you the letter in the envelope. Immediately. " Says them emphatically. "Why?" "Just do it, wanted Sky like that." I obeyed and opened the envelope and pick up a letter that I begin to read:

Dear Danny,

Thanks for the heartbreaking letter. I love you very much too and trust you. I know you love me and I love you just as much as you love me. That's exactly why I didn't tell you what was wrong with me, but through the letter I thought differently. You're supposed to know what's wrong with me, you're entitled to it, but even though it's going to shock you right away, please keep your job as I know how much you enjoy it. So. Remember our first encounter and night? Or Lynn's remark that I can't forget you because I'm reminded of you every day? Or that I've been so often bad? Well, yes. I'm SCHWANGER. In case you think you're not the father. But you are. 100 per cent. Because you demjungated me at night and that was sex the only time in my life. I've known since Tuesday after the holidays, so I'm in the 13 week. Sorry I didn't tell you, but I couldn't. In the envelope are a copy of the mother's passport and the other ultraschalb images.

I love you

Sky

I look like wheeled at the letter, then get the mother pass and ultrasound images out and look at them. Slowly I recover, after all, immediately get back to panic when I watched to Sky, beside whom I still knie. Lynn takes care of her and I help her. Nick comes back minutes later with Hoffmann. ' What happened, Mr Sommer? Why are you crying? " ' Sky came to me after class with Lynn and Nick because she wanted to give me something and then she collapsed, fell head against the desk and is now lying here unconscious. Ambulance is already on the way. " I just brought so without completely bursting into tears. "Are the relatives already informed?" "What relatives Mr. Hoffmann? Her mother is dead. Her father was taken off, shortly after the one after the birth. Others don't exist. Just, Lynn, Nick and Leo and me. " ' i'm sorry about that, I didn't know that. But why you? " ' Come out anyway, so. I met Sky before the summer holidays, at the Music Club where we played, that's when I made an appearance, we had a one-night stand. Then I had to leave because of Leo and happened to move into the house opposite with Leo a week later. I was in love with her from the moment I first saw her. We got to know each other in more detail during the holidays and became a couple. At the end of the holidays I even wanted to make her a marriage proposal, but it seemed a little too early to me. My heart has sprbled into a thousand pieces when I saw them in my classroom on Monday. I would have quit immediately if Leo and I were not reliant on the money, which is why we had agreed to keep their distance. It was hard, but we got it to some extent. You know, the songs of Sky and me that are about us and today she gave me a letter that I just read. In the letter, she announced to me that I was becoming a father! "I give a summary of our love affair so far. Mr. Hoffmann just stared dazed to the ground when I finished my speech. While I have condued everything to Mr Hoffman, I have been stroking Sky all along. Oh my God, what am I supposed to tell Leo when she dies, she was like a mother to him. "Again, I can't do that." Whisper I. Before I start crying uninhibited. ' She's not going to die, Danny! Profit down! "Lynn tries to calm me down. The rescue paramedics have arrived and are starting to care for Sky as one of the paramedics pulls me away from her. I fight back with all my strength "Let me to her, she's my girlfriend and collapsed in my class!" "Calm down, they are allowed to go with them to the hospital, but now they let my colleagues take care of their girlfriend in peace and tell me in turn what happened." I managed to calm down and start everything from the start and as accurately as I could. How we got to know how she helped us set us up, from the first day of school, our songs and so on. When I finished, Sky is just taken to the ambulance and I too get in the passenger seat. Then we drive to the hospital.