The way I loved you || 5sos

Chapter 6

( I am so sorry that it took me an extra week to update! I got super busy with school and practice so here's two chapters to make up for it! I'll post a third one either later tonight or tomorrow, but either way, you'll get one!)

" I love you daisy, holy shit I love you. I never realized how much I loved you."

"Luke, shut up and kiss me." I don't know what got into me, I just didn't want it to end.

He leaned back in and tightened his grip on my thighs, slowly moving one of his large hands under the fabric of my dress so his skin was touching mine.

His mouth moved back to my neck and he started to nip at my skin, sending chills down my spine and giving me goosebumps all over.

A car door slammed and I jumped off of Luke's lap and fell to the floor. He pulled a beanie over his head in attempt to hide the mess I made of his hair.

"Daisy!" His mom yelled as soon as she stepped in the door "Hey! You staying for dinner? It's been a while. I miss you!" Her voice cracked a little and she sounded sick.

"Yeah, far too long, and no I was actually just leaving." I wanted to stay. I always used to stay. Calum and I always used to stay.. "Luke, I'll pick you up tomorrow at 7:15?"

"Yeah, sure." He said cooly, what a dick. I smiled at Liz and walked to my car. I sat there for a few minutes before calling the only person I knew would help me, Ashton.

"This is Ashton" he answered giggling. He's always giggling.

"Hey, Ash do you mind if I crash there for the night?" I asked.

Whenever we were in any trouble or if we just needed a couch or someone to listen to us Ashton was always there. I needed him.

"Of course daisy! You don't even need to call, you know that. Just show up, I don't know the Spanish phrase but my house is yours or whatever." He started to giggle.

"Okay, I'll be there in a bit. Thank you" I hung up and made my way to Ashton's house. The drive there was silent as I tried to collect my thoughts. I basically ran to the door as soon as I got there, I started to cry and I just needed some comfort.

The door was locked so I knocked and he appeared as if he were waiting right there. As soon as he opened the door I threw my arms around him and started to cry.

"I just kissed Luke! I told Calum I loved him and then I made out with Luke!" I cried out.

He pulled away and looked at me in confusion.

"You what?" A familiar voice asked.

I looked up to see Calum standing behind Ashton looking at me with a painful expression. His eyes began to water and I felt my heart sink to my stomach.

"Calum," I tried to say something, anything at all but nothing came out. I pushed past Ash and stepped toward Cal.

"No, stop." His voice cracked and tears were streaming down his face. He walked past me and made his way to the door.

"Wait, Luke!" I screamed.

Calum stopped in his tracks and turned to me, he had a look of complete and utter defeat on his face and Ashton's mouth fell open. Before I had a chance to correct myself he was gone. Fuck.

I tried running after him but Ashton wrapped his arms around me and walked me to the couch. "It's okay, he'll be fine love. Just tell me what happened."

So I did, I told him every detail from the second Calum stood me up from his bed to the drive to Ashton's house.

"I don't know why the fuck I said that, I don't know why I kissed Luke. I don't know why I did any of the things I did today." I was still crying.

He lit a cigarette and leaned back he was wearing his white Hendrix shirt, The one with the holes all over it, a pair of sweats and a red bandana wrapped around his forehead.

"I figured you wanted to come here to talk about calum, he's been here talking about you all night," he began to say, "I didn't know it was this bad though or I would've warned you.. Anyway, I think you need to speak with Calum. He doesn't know or understand the story yet so he's obviously upset. Just give him a minute and tell him exactly what you told me, daisy." No matter what, Ashton never judged. He always gave the best advice and he would listen to anything. He took a hit of his cigarette "but you need sleep, you look like shit." He smiled, exposing his dimples.

He slept on the couch and gave me his bed for the night, it didn't take long before I was finally asleep.