The way I loved you || 5sos

Ch. 19

After Cal left with Michael I finally found the girls and I was immediately greeted with a shot of Jack.
"We reserved this bottle for you, we know how much you love it!" Jess exclaimed. I've really grown to love them, any time any of the boys begin to act like childish ass holes we're always there to gossip and help each other out.
"Okay, so the other night Michael and I were in bed and he told me he loves me, it was so awkward I didn't know what the fuck to say," Vivi squinted and took another shot as she held in a giggle.
"He said he loves you? I'm not surprised, I've never seen him so happy before. He's a lot less rude. both of them are, Calums definitely less sassy." Jess jokes and Vivi begins to blush, they're truly the cutest couple I've seen and if I had to chose who out of all of us would work out id chose them in a heart beat.
"Fuck off, I wasn't sure what to say so I just started faking it and he bought it and it worked to distract him." Me and Jess busted out in a fit of laughter, probably because of the Jack, "I mean, I said it back afterwards and I'm glad I did, because-"
"Daisy?" A voice too familiar filled my ears and snapped me out of my drunken state.
"Need something luke?"
"No, you look great. Can we talk?"
"No."
"Daisy, please,"
I gave in and followed him to the staircase, looking around to make sure calum wasn't around, "it's almost midnight, calums going to be looking for me right now so I'll give you two minutes."
"I just want to talk, I miss you. Don't you miss me? I know you do," he started to get closer, "I know he doesn't make you feel what I can.."
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"Shit man, I can't fucking see straight." Mike shouted. "I should find my girlfriend, it's close to midnight."
"Yeah I should really find Daisy too."
I stumbled around looking for my girlfriend, this house is so fucking huge. Ashton recently moved to a bigger house with Jessica and I'm glad, there were too many bad memories in his old house, I mean good ones too, it was the first time I kissed Daisy, and her first time was held there too. But fuck, the bad memories just haunted all of us. His new house has more than two bedrooms because he wants to make sure there's always room here and plus someone is always staying with him.
As I rounded a corner I spotted Luke leaning forward on the staircase, probably making out with a random chick as usual. As I got closer I saw that it was Daisy and I leaped forward pulling him back, "what the fuck?"
"Calum? Of course it's you"
"Luke, back the fuck away. Now. Daisy? Did you seriously just fucking cheat on me?"
"No, cal. I was trying to get away, nothing happened."
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"Face it Calum, she doesn't want you, she'll always want me."
"Luke be quiet. You know where this will end." I cut in. But it was too late, Calum's fist flew forward and connected with Luke's face. I rushed to find Michael hoping he would be sober enough to stop the fight.
"Hey hey, Calum calm down come on, let's go." Mike pulled cal away from Luke and pushed him up the stairs.
"Daisy face it, you know you want me, you know it. Stop playing these games!"
Instead of responding I ran up the stairs and found mike and my boyfriend.
"Hey, you alright?"
"Fuck no I'm not alright. Why the fuck were you even with him? Why were you near him? Especially alone and while you're both drunk!" He screamed as Michael politely excused himself, taking Vivi with him. I hadn't noticed her walk in because I was too focused on cal, I knew this would happen.
"Look, Daisy I don't want to fight anymore, okay? Why don't you think about someone other than yourself for a change."
"Excuse me?" I can't help the sting in my chest as the words leave his lips.
"He pulled me aside and leaned in, so I pushed him away but he came back so I pushed him again right before you showed up? How am I being selfish?"
"Please leave."
I know me and cal have been through some shit, especially the last two months but now I'm selfish? I rushed down the stairs and out the door in my over emotional/ drunken state and down the busy streets of LA. But little did I know it was the wrong idea, as its nearly midnight on New Year's Eve and as my vision blurred from the combination of alcohol and tears I continued to run. I pulled my phone out and dialed the number of an old friend that I haven't talked to in months but I just needed her more than anything, but she didn't answer so I left a panicked voicemail hoping she would answer soon. Not realizing the lights in front of me I hung up and continued to rush into the street and that's when it happened.

(Okay I'm sorry for the possible spelling errors but it's 4 am so excuse me. Also I gave you two chapters to make Up for my lack of updates.)