The way I loved you || 5sos

Chapter 11

The car ride to wing stop consisted of The Doors: The Best Of The Doors playing full blast, and us singing at the top of our lungs. God I missed her. We got a table in the back and we joked around as we waited for our food. I watched her laugh, and smile.. It was like a movie scene. You know when the chick is laughing and everything is in slow motion? You know how she looks so fucking beautiful and you just notice every little feature? That was how I saw daisy. She was constantly moving her pretty red hair from her face. It was cut just below her shoulders, curled into waves as usual, and parted in the middle. When she smiled even slightly she revealed a dimple on her right cheek. I swear she had the most beautiful smile that I've ever seen in my fucking life. She laughed so hard she smeared her makeup. Her makeup was always perfect. She lined her eyes with thick lines that flared out into almost symmetrical wings. Everything about her was perfect. We ate our food and she started to complain about her lipstick wearing off, she reached in her bag and pulled out about a million sticks of lipstick. So many shades of red.. Almost all of them looked the same but she marked them on her hand and spent around five minutes eliminating the colors she didn't like. Eventually she decided and I watched her carefully apply at least three different shades. I fucking love her.

Luke doesn't love her the way I love her. She's so happy here, right now. She's always happy when she's with me! She's on top of the fucking world. all she ever does around that stupid punk is cry.

"Why are you looking at Me like that?" she shouted. I didn't realize how much I was actually staring at her.

"You're so beautiful." I smiled. I watched her begin to blush but something changed and I watched her face fade into a serious blank expression.

"We should go now. I have to visit Liz and Calum.- shit, I meant Luke. Fuck." Ouch. She just called Luke my name. Last time she called me Luke's name. She needs to think more.

"Do you want a ride home?" She asked, hoping I woudn't say anything about her little screw up.

"Nah. I'm gonna go to Mikey's for a bit anyway.."

"oh. Okay then. Bye Calum." She got in the car and pulled away.

We're back to square one where we started.

!!Daisy's P.O.V.!!

Why can't i get names right? why am I always fucking everything up? I didn't tell Calum that I spent the night with Luke, I couldn't. I remember Ashton telling me I would have to make a decision before I talked to Calum. I made my decision, and I hope it's the right one. When I got to the hospital Luke was holding Liz's hand and he was practically falling asleep sitting up. I knocked and he turned around, his hair was tucked into his beanie. He had been crying but he wiped his eyes and stood up to hug me.

"How's she doing?" I asked

"She's okay, she just fell asleep." He said. His voice as straining.

we sat on the little couch by the window and I held him as close as i could. Luke began to cry into my shirt again, crying himself to sleep. Eventually I felt myself slip away as well. After what felt like two minutes I was startled awake by knocking. I looked around and tried to remember where I was, Calum was standing in the door way. I looked next to me  and Luke was still asleep.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up." He apologized

"No, it's fine. Luke, babe wake up." I shook Luke slightly.

"No."

"Get up asshole."

Luke opened his eyes and stared at me. He quickly reached up and kissed me, not realizing that Calum was right there.

"What the fuck is he doing here?" He asked when he finally noticed.

"Luke, I'm sorry okay. Just let me be here for mom. For both of you." Calum said. Surprisingly without struggling.

"Okay. Come sit down." Luke offered.

Calum sat down and Luke reached over grabbing a deck of cards. We formed a triangle on the floor and started to play a game of Kings Corner. We laughed and reminisced a little, I checked my phone and it flashed  9:03 PM. 

"I have to go, guys. It's late and I need to catch up on my sleep." I said "Bye Calum."

"I'll walk you out." Luke insisted.

Luke walked with me all the way outside, hand in hand.

"Goodnight babe." He smirked. I felt my face get hot.

"I like when you call me that." I said.

Luke started walking closer to me and I was leaning against the wall.

"Good." He breathed. "I want to call you that, all day."

"Then do it."

"Then be my girlfriend."

"Okay."

He leaned in and gave me a small kiss. My stomach was doing back flips and my heart was racing.

"Goodnight." I finally said.

"Goodnight babe." He turned on his heels and walked back into the hospital with his hands stuffed in his pockets.

(( I'm sorry for the poorly writen chapters, I wanted to write a bunch for you guys since I've been lagging with my updates. I hope you still read it though. Thank you if you do! I love you.))