Friends with the Supernatural (A BTS Fanfiction)

Chapter 9

WARNING! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS THE SUBJECT OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDE. PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION!

No one's P.O.V

Earlier................

Unaware of what was going on around her, Jeon Shiron, staggered and dashed out of the school, in the direction of the dorm building with her brother chasing after her.
"Shiro! Slow down!" Jungkook shouted to his sister, causing her to turn around to him, after he managed to catch up with her.
"Where are you going?!" He asked in between breaths.
"I'm going back to the dorm." She said, a hint of fear laced in her voice. Once Jungkook had calmed his breathing down, he stood up straight and looked at Shiro.
"Okay, did you want me to come with you?" He asked her, stepping closer to her, his rabbit ears flopping as he moved. However, Shiro took a step back as he did so.
"Kookie...please....I want to be alone right now. Please....I need some time to think." She said slowly as she moved further and further away from her hybrid brother and walked away from him, leaving Jungkook standing at the school entrance, trying to recall what had just happened.

As she was walking back to the dorm, a crowd of students started to form around her and follow her.
"Why did you get Kai in trouble?!" "What did he ever do to you?! You just started!" "You should've let it happen, human!" Abuse and insult from hundreds of different voices overlapped one another as Shiro tried to escape from the crowd, attempting to push through the ever-gathering crowd.
Shiro started to feel trapped as the swarm of voices became louder and louder as the verbal abuse continued. She crouched to the ground and placed her hands over her ears, hoping that she can block out the sound, but to no avail.
Feeling as though she was running out of options, Shiro's eyes started to water and could only think of one thing that she could do. So, she took a deep breath, shut her eyes tight......and screamed.

She screamed so loudly that the entire crowd flinched and went silent as quickly as they started and dispersed like a spooked herd. When she looked up, she saw that no-one was surrounding her. She breathed a sigh of relief and begun running as fast as her legs could take her and headed to the dorm complex.

Shiro's P.O.V

Later.............

I entered the dorm, with my breathing hitched as I slammed the door shut. I collapsed in front of the door as I started to have a panic attack. My ears were ringing, I could feel sweat forming all over my body as I brought my knees up to my chest and buried my head in them.
I started breathing shakily as I thought of the last two hours: Being threatened by a student who was going to kill me by drinking my blood?!, a massive fight happening in front of my eyes, as well as the amount of abuse hurled in my face whilst walking home. I started crying out loud as the thoughts clashed against one another, not adding up and not making sense.

'What the fuck happened?!' 'Why is everyone started to blame me for what happened?!' 'It's only my first day!' 'It wasn't my fault!'..........
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'But it was your fault.' 'You let it happen.' 'You didn't do enough to stop him completely.' 'You know nothing.'

As the negative thoughts took their affect into my brain, I started to believe that they were right. It was my fault. I was responsible for all of this happening. I didn't do enough. I looked up, tear stains evident from my face and stood up into the kitchen. I opened one of the drawers and found a kitchen knife. I then proceeded to go into mine and Jungkook's room and locked the door behind me.
I opened the window as to let some air in and sat on my bed with the knife still in my right hand.

I looked down at the knife, my hand shaking tremendously at the thought of what I was about to do. Without a second's thought, I brought the knife to my naked left wrist, and slashed it a few times, creating three neat red lines across the white canvas. I winced at the pain as the cuts produced thick red strokes of blood, running down my arm and falling onto the floor. I fell back onto the bed, allowing the blood to drain out of my system.
I never thought about harming myself before today, I'm usually sound in mind. But with what happened today, my mentality just....snapped.