>> I Cannot <<

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Every single day.
All I do.
I can't breathe
I can't sleep
It feels like
I can't do anything

Every single day
All the time
I can't open up my lungs
I can't not wake up
It feels like
I can't do anything

It's something so negative
And it brings you down
But in your heart you know
You cannot.

It's dragging and dragging you
By your legs
Pulling you under
Deep into the hole.
It's strong.
Stronger than you will ever be.
And it's forever telling you
That you can't.

Not because you refuse to.
Not because it's making you.
But you can't.
You can't do it.

It's so frustrating.
Because as much as you want to.
You cannot.

And that
Is what
I have
Been trying
To live
Through.

I want
To live
Like I
Can actually
Do things.

I want
To be
Able to
Do the
Things I
Love again.

I want
To do
The things
I love again

But I can't

I cannot, I can't

I can't, I cannot

I cannot, I can't

I can't, I cannot

I cannot, I can't

I can't, I cannot

I cannot, I can't

I can't, I cannot

Why can't I?

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