Destinies Entwined

Chapter 15

Adelrik's pov

"I'll fucking kill that whore girlfriend of yours. But not before pounding into that sweet virgin pussy of hers" he grinned maliciously

"SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH UP BEFORE I KILL YOU"

"You don't have it in yourself to kill someone. You a weak pathetic twat. Even your mother couldn't tolerate you, that's why she left you boy"

"SHUT UP I SAID SHUT YOUR DIRTY MOUTH UP."

"And that sweet little thing of yours will see a real man when I fuck her and leave her for all my men. A pussy like you couldn't even show her that. Tell me boy have you fucked her yet?"

"I DON'T WANT TO HEAR A SINGLE WORD FROM YOUR MOUTH YOU MOTHERFUCKER. SHUT THE FUCK UP."

"C'mon boy we all know that you ain't gonna pull that trigger. You ain't man enough. You never gon-"

BHAM

I sat up with a jolt and noticed that I was sweating all over. I needed a cold shower. I got up and headed to take a shower.

When the cold water touched my skin it felt like pins hitting me but it felt good. It washed all my demons away. Why had these nightmares returned. I needed to make sure that Charlotte was safe and that could only happen me when she was close to me. I got out of the shower and picked up my phone. I needed to make a call first.
The phone rang but she did not pick up. With every ring my anxiety grew tenfold.

"Hey Adelrik. Why are you calling in so late? Is everything alright?"

"Yeah Lisa, everything's fine. I just wanted to check up on you. Maybe there is something that you wanted"

"Yeah everything is cool Adelrik. You don't need to worry. You can tell me if something is worrying you."

"No I was just thinking that maybe can I meet Noah tomorrow if that's fine with you."

"Of course Adelrik he's your son. You don't need my permission to see him. In fact he'll be ecstatic to meet you. Just tell me the time and the place and we'll meet you there."

"Alright then meet me at the Central mall at 1:30 tomorrow. I'll see you then."
I hung up on her and laid down. Sleep was now a luxury for me. It was so ironical that here I was laying on the finest silk and the most comfortable bed anyone could ever afford but still I felt so uneasy. There was a pit in my stomach as if something bad was gonna happen. That unknown message was still haunting me and I needed to figure out fast that who was following Charlotte and why. If something happened to her because of me then I could never be able to for give myself.

I headed out to the balcony. I knew for sure that I coudnt sleep again and neither could I find any kind of peace right now. I sat in the chair kept in the balcony and decided to smoke. I don’t usually smoke, except days like these, where I find myself reminiscing all those horrible deeds I did and how I was back then. There was simply nothing I could do to redeem myself. Smoking helped me release my tension, my anxiety. Just as I was about to light the cigarette Charlotte’s face with a cute pout came into my mind. The face that she made when she told me her hatred towards people who smoked.

I remember the day and smiled at the memory.

It was back in high school when we both were yet again studying in the cafe. I was teasing her and she was trying to act offended but the way her lips were twitching, I knew she wanted to smile. We both then got up, collected our books and head out towards our houses. As soon as we both went out, this guy with a very shabby apperence passed us while blowing out the smoke on Lottie’s face. I watched her nose scrunch up and her lips pout. She looked so fucking adorable at that time. Suddenly realizing what that guy did, I was about to shout at him when I felt her hand tugging mine. She just smiled and told me to ignore him. She then continued to talk me how much she hated cigarettes and all the harmful side effects it had on our body.

   I wasn’t much of a talker, still am not. And I specifically don’t like people who talk every fucking second and don’t know how to keep their mouths shut. But when I’m with Lottie, I can literally listen her talk the entire day. I love the way she scruches her nose when she is talking about something she doesn’t like or the way her forehead creases when she is thinking about something really hard, or the way her eyes glint when she is happy. That girl doesn’t even know the effect she has on me.

I was whipped for her.

Correction: still am.

All those years we were not together, she was always there in my mind. I used to always think  about the what if’s. What if I didn’t end the things the way I did? What if we were still together and I wasn’t what I was back then? I am a hundred percent sure we would have been married. She was the only girl who could make me feel such things. I have been with many women in these past years and none have even made me feel a percent of what I felt for her.

I checked my mobile phone to see the time and saw it was already 4. Just 3 hours more and I had to go to the office. I decided to give another try to sleep. But who am I kidding, I would just toss and turn for the next three hours.

  I proceeded towards my bed and fell on it with a thud. I wish I could have Charlotte here with me. I wish I could hold her, cuddle with her and kiss her wherever I wanted to. It was never about sex with her. Surely there were times when I wanted to fuck her or make sweet love to her but most of time I just wanted to hold her close to me.

   With Charlotte’s thoughts taking over my mind, I found my eyes getting droopy. And just like that I decided to give into this nap with just one thought in my mind.

  I will get to meet her tomorrow and maybe, just maybe I would also get to kiss her kissable lips again.