The one desire - book 3 ❤️🔥

A name for the lost

Dianne's POV
Not Pregnant

I turned to Joe and we both burst into tears.
"Our baby girl is gone...." I cried into Joes shirt. I can't believe she's really gone. If it wasn't for Anthony, Joe and I would've been able to be happy, go shopping for her, get the nursery ready, worry about her (I know that doesn't sound like something you'd wanna do but my mum said that she liked worrying when I was little so....) and bathe her, cuddle her, kiss her, tell her how much we love her..... and name her.....
"Peanut should we still give her a name?" Joe sobbed
"Yeah I think we should" I sniffled
"What do you like then?" He asked me as tears were streaming down both our faces.
"Well I think we are thinking of the same name.... say it in 3....2.....1...."
"Camilla"
"Camilla"
And in fact we were thinking of the same name.... I cried into Joes neck and he kissed my head.
"Middle name?" He asked
"I don't mind, you decide, your her dada" I replied and Joe looked at me lovingly
"Rose" he suggested
"I love it" I Replied
I don't think I could've picked a better name for my daughter.
Camilla Rose Sugg
We miss her but I really think giving her a name helps.... she's up there in heaven with Sophie Mae and we couldn't be prouder. My two baby girls. Obviously Sophie is much older, she's eight now! I can't believe it..... I had Sophie and then she got cancer my whole life turned upside down and it was just so scary... that two years ago my baby Sophie died and now Camilla....
I wrapped my arms around Joe and cuddled into him still crying my eyes out and so was he. He knew I was thinking about Sophie so he comforted me, like I always loved, by rubbing circles on my back with his thumb.
"It's okay, I miss them too" He told me
"Yeah it's okay, can we call my family? They all knew about Cam" I asked Joe
"Of course baby" he kissed my head and passed me my phone and we went downstairs and cuddled up on the sofa. I pressed FaceTime and after a few rings my mums face fell onto the screen.
"Hey mumma" I said trying to sound happy
"Hi baby, Hi Joe!" She said
"Hey Rina" Joe Replied
"Mum we have something to tell you.... get dad and are Andrew and Bren there?" I asked
"Yeah I'll get them all hang on" she put the phone on the coffee table and we could hear her shouting for them. Then she picked up the phone again and all four of them came into shot.
"Hey guys" I said looking down at my lap, Joe put his hand on my thigh and kissed my head to comfort me.
"Buzz, Joe, what's wrong?" My dad asked curiously
"Okay so earlier today, it's 10:30 pm here but yeah today we went into town and we were just heading back to the car when a man in a hoodie approached us, he took Dianne's wedding ring off her and threw it at me and then he flung her over his shoulder and ran off down a dark alley and as soon as he realized I was chasing him he sped up and disappeared. I followed where he had gone and there were three doors, I found the right one and went inside the building, I could hear Dianne's screams as he whipped her with a belt and I called the police and paramedics, they sorted Dianne out and took Anthony away. Then I called Amy and she picked us up" Joe explained
"Di do you wanna tell them or should I" Joe asked me
"I will" I said and we both burst into tears....
"The baby died" I wailed
"Oh my god baby sis I'm so sorry" Andrew said beginning to cry
"Baby I'm so sorry" my mum said crying
"Dot it's okay baby, these things happen" my dad said comforting me. I just held on tightly to Joe and he kissed me as all my family sat in front of their phone crying and so did we.
"Did you know the gender?" Brendan asked me
"Yeah it was a girl and we have a name for her as-well" I told him
"Awww what's her name then?" Andrew asked
"Camilla Rose Sugg" Joe told them and they all burst out into tears
"What's wrong?!!!" I asked panicking
"Nothing reddo dont worry that's a beautiful name" my mum told me still crying a bit
"Mum if you lot have a problem with my baby's name then you better tell me" I said firmly
"Oh okay well we don't it's just ever since you were three years old you always said you were gonna have a baby girl called Camilla and we think it's so cute that Joe likes it too!" My mum said
"Oh yeah I remember that" I giggled. We chatted and cried about Camilla and Sophie for a while and then we had to go to phone Joes family.

Joes POV
I texted my mum
J: Hey mum! Can I call you? Dianne and I need to talk to you ASAP?!
T: Sure sweetie, Zoe and Alfie are here is that okay?
J: Yeah that's perfect
I rung my mum and she picked up
"Hey guys" she said
"Hey mum"
"Hey Tracey we have something to tell you can you put us on speaker so that Zoe, Alfie and Graham can hear please" Dianne asked
"Of course"
"Hey you two" Zoe and Alfie said
"Hello Son, Hey Di" my dad said
"Hi guys" I said in a watery voice
"So were just gonna say it...." I told them as tears rolled down our cheeks
"Are you Okay it sounds like your both crying" Zoe asked
"Yeah It's just that I was pregnant" Dianne told them
They started screaming and shouting and jumping around
"GUYS SHE SAID WAS" I heard Alfie shout which shut them all up
"What do you mean was" my mum asked. We explained everything that happened earlier that day
"..... so yeah our friends Amy and Ben picked us up and in the car on the way home Dianne felt blood and then we knew our baby was gone...." I sobbed
"Oh my god I'm so sorry" Zoe cried
"Dianne sweetie it's not your fault..... in know how hard it is...." my mum said
"Wait what do you mean you know?" Zoe said surprised
"Well we thought it'd be best not to tell you but.... Joe you had a twin but she was still born...." my mum told us
"You mean we had a sister!!!!" I said in shock....

———-END OF PART 10————
Sorry if your dying of cliffhangers and if you don't know who Sophie is Well then you don't truly love my books as she was mentioned in book 1 as Dianne's daughter she had with Anthony who died when she was 6 of cancer xx

Teigan xx