The one desire - book 3 ❤️🔥

Sickness

Joes POV

I woke up to the sounds of my beautiful wife in the bathroom throwing up, I flew out of bed into the bathroom and held her hair back with one hand and rubbed her back with the other.

"Honey are you okay?" I asked softly "Yeaah im fine" she slurred standing back up "Ill get you some water, hang on!" I said running downstairs into the kitchen. I got Dianne some water and jogged back up to her. She drank the water and brushed her teeth, I grabbed her gently from behind and lifted her back into the bedroom. I put her down on the bed and she stood back up.
"I love you Joe"
"I love you too Peanut" I said as she kissed me sweetly. I loved it when she kissed me like that.

2 days later

Diannes POV
I woke up once again feeling violently sick again. Im begging to think this isn't just a fever.
"Joe!" I shouted from the bathroom
"Coming baby!" He Replied walking into the bathroom and crouching beside me.
"Are you okay Peanut? I really don't think this is a fever anymore" he said rubbing my back
"Neither do I, can you book me a doctors appointment please?" I asked
"Yes of course I'll get you one for 11 tomorrow" He Replied
"Thank you babe, I love you" I Replied
"I love you too" He said getting up and calling the doctors. I got up and put some fresh pajamas on tied my hair up in a messy bun and dragged myself downstairs. I plonked down on the sofa just as Joe was getting off the phone. He sat down beside me and pulled me into his lap.
"It's booked" he said
"Thank you" I said putting one hand on his cheek and turning his head towards me. I leant in and kissed him.
"What was that for?" He smiled
"Thank you" I Replied
"For what baby?" He asked
"Everything, just being there for me. Loosing Sophie and now Camilla have been the hardest things I've ever had to do and I just want to thank you for all the time and effort you've put into keeping me happy" I said bursting into tears.
"Aww Peanut you deserve it. Everything I do, I do it for you" He said kissing my head.
We watched a few films and ordered Nandos for dinner. We occasionally had a cry about Bean (Camilla) and just talked over a few things.

Skip to the next day.

My alarm went off waking me and Joe up at 10. I rolled over to face joe and he took me in his arms and kissed my head.
"It'll be okay Peanut" he reassured me knowing how nervous I was today. What if something's seriously wrong with me? I thought. I shook my head. No Dianne your okay.

We got showered and dressed and headed out the door. The doctors was only five minutes away so we thought it was a good idea to walk, we strolled down the street hand in hand just talking lightly about things.
We got into the Doctors surgery and I checked in.
"Hi, I have an appointment at 11" I said to the woman at the desk
"Welcome, may I take your name?" She asked politely
"Dianne Sugg" I Replied. Jeez I'm still getting used to to my surname! She searched my name up on the computer.
"Okay all checked in, please take a seat, the doctor will be with you shortly"
"Thank you" I said and Joe and I sat down in the waiting room.
"Dianne...?" Joe whispered
"Yeah baby" I replied
"You don't think that test about Cam was faulty do you?" He asked quietly
"Oh my god I bet you its that! It didn't come to me!!" I whispered happily
"Dianne Sugg?" Called the doctor looking around the waiting room. Her eyes fixed on my bright red hair. Joe and I stood up and walked in
"Come on in and have a seat" she said
"Thank you" Joe said sitting down.

"So Dianne what can I do for you today?" The doctor asked me
"Well im sure you heard on the news that I was brutally attacked by Anthony Quinlan?" I said
"Yes im so sorry to hear that!" She replied. I grabbed Joes hand tightly, I struggled to talk about it because the memories are still fresh in my head.... It was only four days ago after all.
"So at the time I was pregnant and... In the car home I felt... I felt blood" I said bursting into tears. The doctor handed me a tissue.
"Joe I can clearly see you two are in a great deal  distress but would you like to carry on for me?" The doctor said
"Dianne do you want me to carry on" he asked softly. I looked up at him and there were tears streaming down both our faces I simply nodded and then nuzzled my head into Joe's shoulder
"Well we got home and a few hours later Dianne did a pregnancy test and it said girl and then we realised that it was the gender test so we know the baby was a girl and then she took the other test and it said she.... She wasn't pregnant." Joe sobbed
"But I've been vomiting every morning since then so im beginning to think that it was faulty although we don't know so we are still grieving for our baby girl" I said hysterically crying again.
"Okay that's fine Dianne we will get you an ultrasound as soon as possible, would you please go and sit in the waiting room and we will call you back in a few minutes" the doctor said
"Okay" Joe said helping me up
"Thank you" we both said as we headed out the consulting room and into the waiting area.

Joes POV
I looked to Dianne and her eyes were red and puffy and her minuscule amount of make up was slightly smudged. I love her.
"Dianne your such a strong, confident, brave, beautiful woman yet your with me" I laughed looking straight into her eyes
"Im with you because I love you and nothing will ever change that" she replied kissing me quickly and resting her head on my shoulder.
"Dianne" called the doctor again. This time she lead us to a scanning room and Dianne got up on the table and pulled her top up to reveal the bruises that were still there from the attack, she looked at them and grabbed my hand as the doctor put the gel on her. I could tell it was sore when the doctor touched Diannes bruises, I felt so bad for my wife I just want to take all her pain away from her....
The doctor looked at the scan that showed up on the screen....

Her face lit up....

------END OF PART 13-----