Dirty Little Secrete

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|| kharisma ||

I was just gonna have sex with Ron then if he was down .

I know what I'm doing might be stupid to someone but it's not to me

If I willingly have sex with someone I feel like what happened with me and Tom won't effect me .

It's all a mind game to me so I wouldn't have expected Dave to understand my viewpoint .

I wasn't to sure about Ron tho . I really didn't know him and he looked like he'll fuck anyone .

I laid in bed at night thinking about my baby

If it was a girl or a boy and how they was gonna look .

I wanted a girl so I could do her hair and make her look pretty . I'll never let her experience the shit I went through .

I wanted a son because I knew I'll always have a man that'll love me and never leave me .

I'll teach him how to be respectful to women and value them .

I tip toed to Dave room and climbed into bed with him

I was shocked to see he was up on his phone

He was laying in his boxers

Dave - hey

Me - hey Dave I said getting under the covers

Dave - you ok ?

I nodded

Me - right now I just feel like Tom won against me Dave . I'm pregnant and he took my virginity I said

Dave - he didn't . He took sex from you . You can't win by taking something from a helpless person

Me - I know . I'm not helpless anymore . Dave please I said lowly hinting to earlier .

Dave - you really want to do that ?
I nodded

Me - I feel like that's the only way I'll be able to go on with my pregnancy . The baby just gonna remind me every day of what happened . I rather remember sex another way

Dave - uhm well I don't know go for the nigga Ron

Me - or you ?

I wasn't attracted to Dave so the sex would mean nothing to me .

Dave - you don't know what your getting yourself into kharisma

Me - I do . No strings attached . You should know me well enough to know I'm a woman of my word .

He took a deep was breath before saying okay

Dave - you sure ?

Me - I'm positive

Dave - no fucking strings attached kharisma he said sternly .