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|| Kharisma ||Harlem - hi mommy
Me - hi I cooed kissing his face as he smiled
My son was precious as fuck and I admired how he never turned away my love . No matter where we was or how old he got .
Dave - Kharisma ! He came in the house and placed a kiss on my lips . I smiled looking at the people who meant the most to me .
Now 15 years later , Harlem was in high school and me and Dave was married .
Harlem - granny said you wanted to abort me and that dad isn't my real dad he randomly blurted out
I looked at him lost for words . My heart was beating fast as I became furious .
Why would my mother tell him that ?
Harlem - is that true ?
Me - h-Harlem uhm
His face frowned up and I seen the hurt in his eyes .
My heart shattered
Me - Harlem
Dave - Harlem he warned
Harlem - I just want the truth dad , you know I don't look like you he pointed out .
Me - Harlem I was raped I hung my head low as the room fell silent
I knew I would have to tell him eventually .
Harlem - huh ? He instantly got to lashing out on me and screaming at me . Asking why would I lie to him ?
Dave - Harlem what the fuck is wrong with you ? Dave roughed him up don't ever disrespect your mother like that !
Harlem - so it's true ! You wanted to abort me !
I nodded as tears ran down my face
Harlem was crushed
Harlem - how could you keep that from me mommy ?
Me - I'm so sorry baby . You wouldn't understand what I went through . Dave pushed me to keep you and no matter fucking what he's still your father ! He been there for you when I couldn't even be there ! I beat myself up everyday thinking about how I didn't want you because of how much I love you now Harlem I broke down I'm sorry baby but I was 16 !
Harlem pulled me to his chest telling me over and over how sorry he was ..
Harlem - mommy I'm sorry he pleaded to me over and over I'm sorry for yelling at you
Me - it's okay baby , I should have told you he kissed my face as the tears still ran down my face .
Harlem - I'm sorry ma he whispered again to me squeezing me tightly
Dave - I'm beating yo ass Harlem he told him in a low voice before walking out
I felt Harlem heart start beating fast , he was afraid of Dave .
Me - he's not gonna touch you I assured him
I wasn't gonna let him .
I should have been Harlem the truth .
I opened my eyes sweating to see Danna looking at me worried
Karma - are you listening ?! She stressed
I was just silent thinking about how I was just day dreaming
I shook my head as Ricky and Fazo appeared behind her to take us wherever we was finna go .
Me - WHY WONT YOU JUST FUCKING KILL ME ?
What the fuck I screamed frustrated as Dave dad just glared at meMe - damn just kill me
He hit me and told me to shut my ugly ass up which made me roll my eyesAt this point , I wasn't afraid of death .
I was anxiously waiting for it to happen and take me out of my misery .•
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Dirty Little Secrete
FanfictionKharisma's just an abused , neglected little girl who wants to be loved . Her mama abandoned her , leaving her to feen for herself . What happens when she has no other choice but to turn to Dave East , the local drug dealer . This is a series ( 3 bo...