talk to me ; joyri

12//ae

everyday seems like heaven, because i'm with you. your gaze that makes me so nervous, yet so happy at the same time. you're perfect, we're perfect. together.

"sooyoung unnie, are you going to stare at me like that all day? i get that you love me, but we have to practice soon."

oh did i forget that i love your voice too? it soothes me and makes me forget about how terrible this world is. the world doesn't seem that bad because you're in it.

"unnie, you're still looking at me," she said with a laugh as she tapped the older's shoulder.

"yeah i'm looking at you, so? i love you."

you just laugh whenever i'm like this. silly, you're exactly like this too. you just act cool whenever we're with the unnies, but i know you. i know how shy you get when we're alone in our dorm room.

our little karaoke dates that you always pushed me to go to or playing with my dog — i loved it all.

we've shared so many memories together. who knew that i would love a girl that was so closed-minded at first? i just wanted you to talk to me.

"yerim!! sooyoung!!" joohyun yelled across the house.

it was now time for us to perform. we were just sitting in the waiting room after all. the fans, the people, they'll never know about us. they'll never know about the deep connection that we had — the journey we had to go through to just be together. we couldn't have been together if i didn't sacrifice my all just to stand up against lee soo man.

i couldn't help but smile whenever you danced. you practice so much now. it just makes me upset. we used to have fun all the time, now our lives are solely based on our red velvet promotions. but still, i kept up my cutie-sexy reputation. i'm the sexy dynamite after all.

the show ended and we all bowed. "we are red velvet!" i loved that. i love the fans. i love being on stage. how did i never want to feel this before?

we were all looking at you now. you decided to give a little speech to the fans. it was adorable. anyone would have fallen for you right there and then, even i would if i wasn't in love with you already.

as we left the stage, i could hear the fans screaming when they saw that we had interlocked our hands. we hardly do skinship in public anymore, but it's always genuine when we do.

we were now in the bus on the way home. you were so desperate to see what people had to say about you. why? why are you so concerned? i love you, we all love you, your yr reveluvs love you, everyone does.

but still, a kiss wouldn't hurt, right? just a small peck on your cheek to get your attention. but you're smarter than that. you turned your face on the exact moment i went for your cheek. we kissed, our lips connecting. it was for a split second, but we both knew what we were. we were best friends after all, and i would never choose anyone over you.

i love you so much, yerim. i really do. want to be mine?

the (alternate) end :)