It was always you [kjmila]~COMPLETED✓

You Ruined Everything

[A/N You are not ready for this!! Kjmila will finally meet!!! I loved writing the first part of this, but the second part broke my heart. I'm so sorry]

*Later that day*

[Cami's POV]
I hear my phone ring. It's Lili. I put my phone on speakers as I continue washing the dishes.

" Hey Lili, what's up?"

"Cams? I really need to talk to you. Something bad happened. And i- umm..it's about kj."

I shush her instantly and turn off speaker mode. For some reason, I didn't want Charles hearing her from the other room.

"Shit, okay Lili, what happened?" I say quietly.

"He knows about the wedding. I forgot the invitation card at Cole's place, and he found it. And now he feels so bad because he actually wants to be there."

"Oh my god! This is a mess! What should I do?! I mean i- should I invite him, or-."

"I guess, yeah Cami, obviously you should."

" Alright, but I'm doing it tomorrow. I'm too nervous to do so now. He probably hates me."

"He could never, we both know that. Anyways, once you talk to him, you'll have to tell me everything okay? Bye Cami.

She hangs up.

What have I done? I should've invited him from the first place. Now I just feel guilty. Guilty that I hadn't invited him before, and guilty that I didn't want Charles finding out about all of this. And I honestly don't know why. KJ and I are just friends, and I love him as a brother, just as a brother.

*The next day*

I wait for Charles to leave so that I could call Kj and invite him to the wedding. I know that Charles would eventually find out, but I didn't want to be the one telling him. Well at least not now, I'm not ready. He would just see him at the wedding, and there won't be anything he could do, right?

I take my phone and search for his name in my contacts. Kage. It's been a while since I last talked to him.

I hesitate as I press call, then I hold my phone to my ear.

Two beeps and he hasn't answered. Maybe I should just hang up. It's okay Cami, you can do this. But I couldn't.

Once I move the phone away from my ear, I hear the doorbell ring. I open the door to reveal the person who I was so afraid to face. The person whose face and smile made me forget about the whole world for a second.

I stand there frozen, and in total surprise. My mouth could've been open for 5 whole minutes, I honestly can't remember.

His voice breaks the silence," You called?" he says, with his phone is his hand, "So are you going to let me in?"

I move, letting him in, but still speechless.

"Kj?" I whisper. He couldn't hear me.

"How have you been? Good? It's been a while," he chuckles and hugs me,"Listen I really need to talk to you and Charles. Where is he? I thought he'd be here."

I clear my voice,"Charles isn't here. But have a seat, make your self comfortable."

We sat there silently for a couple of seconds, then I come back to reality and realize everything that had just happened.

I gather all my courage and finally say, "Kj, I know you know about the wedding," and before I knew it, my eyes started filling up with tears as I continue," I'm sorry. I should've invited you sooner, but trust me I feel so bad. You're like a brother to me, and you should've been the first on the list and-"

"It's okay," he cuts me off," I understand."

He wipes my tears that are now falling on my cheecks, and it's just silence all over again.

"Kj you're more than welcome to come, okay?" I say, looking into his eyes.

"Wait, does Charles know you're inviting me?" He then says.

I look at him, and say nothing.

"I see," he says, our faces just inches away, and then he continues," I really hate myself."

"For what?" I reply, confused.

"For doing this,"he whispers as he pushes his soft lips against mine.

I forgot how perfectly our lips connected when we kissed, they fit together like puzzle pieces.

Kissing him made me feel safe and secure. I felt this fire light inside of me, a feeling that I hadn't felt in years. No one could ever trigger that fire other than him, not even Charles.

Wait! Charles! Oh my God, I'm getting married. I couldn't do this.

I pull back, then I hear him say, "I'm sorry. I don't know where that came from. I just couldn't help it. I really thought I had moved on, but apparently not."

"Kj," I say calmly, "this is so not okay. Oh god, what would Charles say?!"

"Cami this is all my fault I shouldn't have come here, or I should've at least left when you told me Charles wasn't here".

I suddenly feel all this anger inside of me," You know what?" I say as my voice starts getting louder, and my tears running down faster by the second,"You're right! This whole thing is your fault. Did you really expect to come here and just kiss me, and everything would be okay?! Kj I'm getting MARRIED for God's sake! I'm not letting you, your kiss, or whatever it is I'm supposed to feel after kissing you, ruin this for me! I think it's time for you to leave."

"Cami i-"

"Just leave."

I watch him get out and close the door behind him, then I just sit there on the floor, sobbing. It scares me that kissing him felt amazing. I wanted him. But I knew I couldn't do anything about it. I'm not canceling everything just for him. I wouldn't do that to Charles.

[A/N Get ready for kj's POV after this heartbreaking incident. Sorry guys! AND HAVE YOU SEEN THE VARCHIE STILLS FROM EPISODE 10??!! IMM SOO EXCITED YET SO CONFUSED. I just want them to be happy:( if they break up after Archie finds out about veggie's kiss, I'mma literally kill myself]