Journey of Unknown Adventures

01.23.19

Friends

We used to have late night talks

We used to have long conversations

We used to smile at each other's corny

jokes

We used to be excited when one of us

replies early at our messages

We used to...

How about now???

Things have change

Life changes

People change

I miss you

I miss the word "us".

I know we are just friends

But that's what you only think

For me, it's different

Different kind of level

Total opposite of feelings

Because my heart,

My heart skips a beat when you message me first

I know I'm just "assuming"

But how can I not assume when you're

so sweet to me?

Caring, loving and you always make me

smile

But I have to STOP

Stop this different kind of emotions

bursting out

Months passed

And we stop talking

But I think it's better off this way

Not seeing you lessens the love I feel for

you

I think so...

Hope

As I close my eyes

As I lay to my bed

As I look forward for the next day

I realize that I'm so tired

So tired of the lies

And broken promises

That were made

I am tired physically and emotionally

All I want to do is rest for a while

Not thinking about anything

I feel the loneliness swallowing me

Why is it have to be like this?

Why is the world so unfair?

I am crying like there's no tommorow

Because what I am feeling right now

Is pain

A tremendous pain pondering in my

heart

I can't take it anymore

So I sleep

Wishing not to wake up

Because it's the only way I can escape

reality

Because I cannot handle it anymore

I dream

Wishing it was true

Because all I want are happily ever

afters

Then I woke up

Hoping there will be a beautiful day

coming

Then something popped in to my mind

Dear child, don't give up

You can do all this with Christ who

strengthens you

Just smile

An old man said to me while I'm

dreaming

Because it means there is hope and

strength in your honest eyes

Then I sigh, smiled and said

This is going to be an adventurous day.