Journey of Unknown Adventures

02.01.19

Thankful

I'm happy because I survived

I survived the dangers of the sea

Threatening my boat to be broken into

pieces

I survived to be deserted in the cold

seas

Being alone in the verge of perfection

And everyday I get to see the mornings

sunshine

I see its giving me another try

Every night I see the stars

Being the torch in the darkness

To light up my way

I'm happy because I am standing alone

I realize that being alone is not being

lonely

Because whenever you're alone you

gain positivity

Where you can put negativity in the

shore and just let it to be there

I survived the waves

Trying to destroy my boat

And let the current of it take me to

somewhere else

But here I am

Still standing amidst of the mysterious

water

Not letting it drive away my dreams

I'm happy because I felt the feeling

Feeling of being lonely

I felt loneliness but it's not emptiness

It's just a tingling feeling

I survived the grayish clouds that

brought heavy rains

And it took all my willpower to

overcome it

Because I discover that after the gloomy

weather

There is a beautiful rainbow that's

saying everything is gonna be alright

I'm happy because I thought I was

courageous enough

To fight sea monsters that is trying to

change me

They didn't change me for I change

them

I tamed them

I survived the whirlpools trying to

swallow me

I managed to get out of there despite

the temptation they've been giving to

me

I survived the lightning and thunder

They scared me

But I'm happy they just pass by

I managed to have strength than to be

fragile

Nevertheless the 31 days of my new

chapter

Felt like 1 year

It has been a hell of a roller coaster

I can say it has been a disaster

But I learnt lessons from it

I felt pain again

And now I understand that my pain has

a purpose

Now I'm gonna turn the page of my

newest chapter

And I have to be strong enough

For I have to break walls to discover

secrets that is untold

And there will be days that I feel that I

have to give up

But I think its brave that I'll never do.

-She hides a lot of sad emotions behind

that cheerful face of hers, I felt that.

-It's not easy to forget someone that was

really special to you, I felt that.

-You do not have to forget that special

someone you just have to learn on how

to move on, I felt that.

-Maybe we are to good at hiding our

feelings and pretend like it's nothing, I

felt that.