Journey of Unknown Adventures

04.02.19

Sorry

I am sorry because you were trap in a cage for a long time,screaming behind bars and trying to escape prison.

I am sorry because worries and fears started swallowing me.They made me feel so sad.

I am sorry if I overthink a lot and it is slowly killing my happiness.

I am sorry if I didn't express what I'm feeling instead I kept it to myself and let my dreams and imaginations do the magic.

I am sorry if I'm trying to impress people that judge me everyday.

I am sorry because I am trying to be normal and not unique.

I am sorry if I didnt take off the blindfold in my eyes because I thought it was reality.

I am sorry because I am trying to fit in the society that doesn't even want me to be there.

I am sorry if I am not trying to be real because I thought pretending would be so easy.

I am sorry because insecurity is growing inside me.

I am sorry if I didnt follow my heart and at the end of the day, regret is yelling at me.

I am sorry because I believe in every lie that was whispered but I denied every fact that was spoken.

I am sorry because my happiness depends on other people and material things.

I am sorry because productivity is not in my vocabulary.

I am sorry if I always care to people that don't even cared about me.

I am sorry for being so kind and its breaking my soft heart.

I am sorry if I am slowly breaking again and again and again.

I am sorry because you were never given the chance to shine.

I am sorry for losing you.I am sorry self.