Journey of Unknown Adventures

02.02 19

Regret

I still see your silhouette

Roaming around the 4 walls of the

cornered house

I heard every tick of the clock

As hours passed by

I heard every beat of my heart

As it felt to be serene

I felt secured as you are here with us

I think at the thought that you had a

sense of humor

I like that you cared for us

I love to feel that you love us too,

My dad~

I didn't think of you as our king

Because neither we have a royal blood

nor rich

But I consider you as our hero

You carry a burden that you do not

want us to suffer from

You save and protect your family

You lie because you thought it was right

For you might hurt us

And if we are hurt

You ended up being hurt too

And you do not want that to happen

But you take a sacrifice

You want us to have better lives

You want us to be comfortable

Seeing as smile makes you smile too

In short, you are contented because

seeing as happy makes you happy

But what I regret is not having to

properly bid goodbye

Hug you for the last time

Because you're gonna be half of the

country away from us

And it sucks

I saw a hint of guilt in my eyes

As I saw myself looking through the

mirror

I regret for not saying what I truly feel

for you my dad

I love you with all my heart

And I know that you love me too

Because your sacrifice what makes love

for us worth it for you

And I know you are the last man that

would not hurt me in this chaotic world

I regret the time I was given a chance to

say goodbye and kiss you for goodluck

How I wish I could go back to time

So that my sparkling eyes

Could have dreadful tears

But it's too late

So now I just have to hid a tear

And put back the broken pieces in my

heart

I know I will see you again

Because I know distance doesn't matter

as long as we love each other

Now, all I can see is my own shadow

I still hear the tick of the clock

I still hear my heart beating

But i know it will never be the same as

yesterday.