Chapter 12: Leaving Her...

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Hime: minna~ my senpai noticed me!!! Im so happy and I think my feelings for him is turning from simple crush to like...

=///= guh... anyways yeah Im embarassed and happy,

And since my senpai noticed me ( he waved at me and chatted me at facebook <3 )

I will update today~

Okay so this might not be a happy chapter and its short but please enjoy~ <3

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The day continued normally. Hosting was over since all the girls fainted, kyoya senpai decided to close hours. They were finishing and cleaning things up while I stood next to seb-seb

"we hadnt laughed like that for so long huh..."

I smiled drying the dishes seb-seb was washing

"yeah... I can see that you wont be sad here jem"

"what do you mean?"

I tilted my head and he looked towards me with sadness in his eyes?

"Actually, I recieved a call from my grandma... she wants me and my sister to go back to london"

I had dropped the plate I was drying and all attention was towards us

"y-you're leaving?"

I barely whispered only for seb-seb's ear

"Im sorry jem... I-"

Before he could finish his sentence I ran... I dont know where but I just ran... Why does this always happen? The people whom I treasure the most always leaves me...

Why is life so cruel? Just when I thought we were having fun... Just when I thought we could go back to the people we used to be... Just when I thought I could be happy...

Sadness would soon come together with pain and loneliness...I hate life... I wish to die

"BEEP, BEEEEEEEPPP"

I turned my head around and saw a car heading my way... I... would finally die, right? I closed my eyes waiting for the impact... This would be my e-

"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?!?"

I opened my eyes and...

"senpai..."

My eyes teared up and the tears fell continuosly

"why did you that?!? if you hadnt then I would've died alrea-"

"WE DONT WANT YOU TO DIE!"

"BUT I WANT TO! I WANT TO DIE...I...I cant bear this sadness anymore"

I cried in his arms and he widened his eyes..

"E...merald..."

I sadly smiled at him. I saw the other hosts running behind towards us

"Bye Tama-Tama"

And I ran... again...

Ran away again from the cruel reality,

Even though I know, No matter how much I ran away, it'll just keep chasing me...

This is the never-ending cycle... I can't escape...

...

Its already the middle of the night... I dont know where to go anymore, my feet hurts

"jem? is that you?"

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