Hime: minna~ my senpai noticed me!!! Im so happy and I think my feelings for him is turning from simple crush to like...
=///= guh... anyways yeah Im embarassed and happy,
And since my senpai noticed me ( he waved at me and chatted me at facebook <3 )
I will update today~
Okay so this might not be a happy chapter and its short but please enjoy~ <3
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The day continued normally. Hosting was over since all the girls fainted, kyoya senpai decided to close hours. They were finishing and cleaning things up while I stood next to seb-seb
"we hadnt laughed like that for so long huh..."
I smiled drying the dishes seb-seb was washing
"yeah... I can see that you wont be sad here jem"
"what do you mean?"
I tilted my head and he looked towards me with sadness in his eyes?
"Actually, I recieved a call from my grandma... she wants me and my sister to go back to london"
I had dropped the plate I was drying and all attention was towards us
"y-you're leaving?"
I barely whispered only for seb-seb's ear
"Im sorry jem... I-"
Before he could finish his sentence I ran... I dont know where but I just ran... Why does this always happen? The people whom I treasure the most always leaves me...
Why is life so cruel? Just when I thought we were having fun... Just when I thought we could go back to the people we used to be... Just when I thought I could be happy...
Sadness would soon come together with pain and loneliness...I hate life... I wish to die
"BEEP, BEEEEEEEPPP"
I turned my head around and saw a car heading my way... I... would finally die, right? I closed my eyes waiting for the impact... This would be my e-
"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?!?"
I opened my eyes and...
"senpai..."
My eyes teared up and the tears fell continuosly
"why did you that?!? if you hadnt then I would've died alrea-"
"WE DONT WANT YOU TO DIE!"
"BUT I WANT TO! I WANT TO DIE...I...I cant bear this sadness anymore"
I cried in his arms and he widened his eyes..
"E...merald..."
I sadly smiled at him. I saw the other hosts running behind towards us
"Bye Tama-Tama"
And I ran... again...
Ran away again from the cruel reality,
Even though I know, No matter how much I ran away, it'll just keep chasing me...
This is the never-ending cycle... I can't escape...
...
Its already the middle of the night... I dont know where to go anymore, my feet hurts
"jem? is that you?"

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Memory ( An OHSHC FanFic )
FanfictionMemory (An OHSHC FanFic) "''▪.,;:" "''▪.,;:" "''▪.,;:" "''▪.,;:" "''▪.,;:" Time ticks by fast, and once it passed by you cannot ever return it. Therefore, you must treasure every moment. Whether it be funny ones or painful ones... You must cherish i...