Chapter 21: The Endless Pain Continues

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The hosts are back at the four-corners of the room again... jem was laying on that bed again... and for the second time... jem's heart is weakening once more...

The scene's are repeating itself...

"what happened here?!? what happened to her?"

haruhi asked as she just arrived... knowing nothing yet seeing her friend on that bed again... with lots of wires and tubes attached to her...

Its unbearable

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Meanwhile, jem was talking with her sister again...

"I dont want to live anymore..."

She cried to her sister's shoulder and amethyst just comforted her...

"Im sorry that this has had to happen... but dont give up jem... live on"

Her sister reassured her but she had have enough already

"I cant amonee-chan... the world is so cruel... there are many things that I dont know, everything is scary... And all those things hurt me. Father wanted me dead... he never loved me and I dont even know why, then there's seb-seb... amonee-chan he... he hurted me...he hates me. Because of me his family died... Amonee-chan I have made too many sins already... I cant repent them for they are too many... I might as well die"

Jem cried and cried... it's true, she doesnt want to live anymore

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"For now, she's still breathing and with us... but she might be in a long coma"

The doctor who had treated her the last time, was the one who's assigned again...

Deep in his heart, he was hoping that another miracle would happen

"well then if you'll excuse me"

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"Em-em, dont say that... the world might be cruel, it may give you problems that you cant solve by yourself... It might push you to your breaking point... Make your life a living hell... But em-em that's reality... we cant do anything to avoid it..."

"then I just want to die"

"But that's running away... And besides, these struggles are all but challenges that makes us stronger... These are nothing but hurdles that you need to jump over, em-em... He gives us problems because He knows we can solve it. And in times of those situations, our bond with Him grows stronger, as He molds us to His ideals... To which we should be"

Amethyst stated

"I dont care"

Jem stubbornly said

"sigh... em-em... think about the good times... sure everyday is a day of grief and pain... but remember those who cared for you... who loved you... your friends. Sure you cant face the world alone... but you're not alone, your friends are with you. Waiting for you to wake up... So jem... live on for them"

Her sister advised her and she cried again

"b-but what if life hurts me again? I-I dont think I can h-handle another betrayal..."

Jem looked down sadly but her sister smiled warmly and kissed the top of her head

"then you can always lean on and count on your friends..."

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