sadie: SEE YOU LATER! anyways, where are we going?
alyssa: you'll see.
i grinned and she laughed
i pulled out my phone and connected my speaker. i played melanie martinez songs.
specifically dollhouse.
we finally got there
sadie: where are we?
alyssa: follow me. i'm not gonna kill you i promise
sadie: mmmm okay
we started walking into a forest. so deep until we found a clearing. wth a fire pit. and a trailer. more specifically. my temporary house. now to be my permanent house
sadie: who lives here?
alyssa: currently, me. i grabbed my keys and we went inside. we grabbed lighters and firewood. i emptied my bag. i grabbed the sweatshirt finn pulled out and a bunch of pictures
sadie: these are all guys sweatshirts. who's are they?
alyssa: my brothers'
sadie: where are they?
alyssa: they um. they died a few years back. they got in a car crash
sadie: oh i'm sorry. why are you burning that sweatshirt?
alyssa: it was my dads. he walked out when my brothers died.
sadie: oh damn girl.
alyssa: yep. i'm depressed and i've got anxiety. you could say my minds fucked up. but anyways. let's start the fire shall we
sadie: yes let's go.
i grabbed the important thing.
alyssa: call the others. give them the location and bring them here. i have a special something
sadie: FIREWORKS?
alyssa: oh yes. see. being a homeschooled mentally abused loner, you spend a lot of time stealing money and going out. i bought fireworks. and food.
sadie: bad ass
i just laughed. she called them and sent the location.
sadie: i invited the whole cast and crew.
alyssa: fine by me. just tell them to grab some grub
she laughed and texted someone
sadie: they are grabbing a bunch of lunchables
alyssa: perfect.
we started the fire and i started throwing pictures in. i eventually dumped the entire box in. watching the pictures burn was what i needed. i was a new person now. i grabbed the sweatshirt as they arrived
alyssa: i need a moment.
matt: where are we
alyssa: sadie can you explain everything whilst i burn this
sadie went off as i stared at the sweatshirt
i brought to my nose and smelled the cologne of the man who was my father
i hate him
with everything in me
