*alyssas pov*
i went to bed. but i couldn't sleep. i was tossing and turning. i finally laid on my back. i was thinking. about the other night with finn. it was, amazing. we just sat and talked. he wanted to know how i felt about it all. he was so caring. and kind. and his curls, and his eyes. there was a good 5 minutes we just stared at eachother. like me and julian would. damn i miss him. my phone went off. i checked to see who it was.
unknown: hey, uh. it's julian. i miss you. can you facetime?
a: julian? uh sure. is everything okay?
j: i'll explain. call me. please
w-was this really him?
a: just give me a second i have to do something
i ran to sadies room. then i remembered she didn't know about him. so i ran to natalia. she was in the phone with charlie.
alyssa: n-natalia, j-julian he found my number and i don't know what to do.
natalia: hey calm down! just remember everything you guys used to do. just call him.
alyssa: i'm scared
natalia: of what?
alyssa: falling back in love with him
natalia: don't be. just, talk to him. it'll be okay
alyssa: okay
i ran back to my room after calming down
why was i so scared? was i over him finally? it's been 3 months since it happened. did i still live him?
-on facetime-
alyssa: j-julian? hey
julian: alyssa! hey. how have you been?
alyssa: i'm doing better. you?
julian: i'm great. but, guess what!
alyssa: what's that?
julian: i'm coming to visit for a few days!
alyssa: that's great!
julian: where are you? it's so unfamiliar and your mom hasn't barged in yet
alyssa: uh funny story actually. i-i uh, ran away
julian: woah. good job. where you living now?
alyssa: just a few friends. anyways, when do you get here?
julian: now. we checked into a hotel a few minutes ago. can we meet up?
alyssa: right now?
julian: no- tomorrow. at the diner?
alyssa: sure, what time?
julian: uh, 12:15?
alyssa: sounds great. i should probably sleep now. i'll see you tomorrow.
julian: cool- goodnig-
alyssa: wait- uh. can i bring a friend?
julian: sure. i'll see you tomorrow.
alyssa: okay, bye
-off facetime-
and with that the call ended.
i was so scared
maybe i wasn't in love with him anymore
i really hope not. i sighed and laid back down.
i fell asleep thinking. thinking about julian. and how much he hurt me. how much i loved him
*time skip to morning*
i woke up to a pillow being thrown at my ass
alyssa: hmmmmm
sadie: get up loser time to go to set
alyssa: alright.
natalia: how'd the call go?
alyssa: he-he's here. and uh i'm seeing him at lunch. then i'll come back here after words
sadie: wait are you talking about julian?
alyssa: h-how'd you know?
sadie: finn told me. because we kept teasing him about you
alyssa: oh. okay. by "we" you mean he told the rest of you?
sadie: just me noah gaten caleb and millie
alyssa: oh okay
sadie: sorry
alyssa: no it's fine. i was gonna tell you eventually
sadie: are you sure?
alyssa: yeah
i smiled at her and then we left.
we got to set and we went inside. sadie led me to a table. all the kids were there.
millie: hey!
sadie: hey
caleb: hi
gaten: wasssssup
noah: hello
finn: hey
i looked up at them and smiled. then my phone went off. it was from julian
j: hey, can you facetime?
a: i'm actually not available right now.
j: too bad i need to talk to you
incoming call from: julian
alyssa: what the fuck
sadie: answer it. you'll see him later anyways
alyssa: i-
she pressed accept and grabbed my phone
-call-
j: hey aly- you're not alyssa
s: no i'm sadie. i'm alyssas best friend
a: sadie give me my phone
j: uh, i need to talk to her
a: yeah. me not sadie. give me my phone.
s: ugh fine.
a: thank youu
i grabbed my earbuds and went in a different room with a couch.
a: so what's up?
j: hello beautiful
a: stop you're making me blush
j: lol ok anyways, how you doing today?
a: i'm alright. but i should go now. they are all waiting for me. i'll see you at the diner? at 12:15
j: see you then
-off call-
i hung up and walked back over
alyssa: i'm back
sadie: what'd he need to talk about
alyssa: nothing. he was just, confirming plans i guess
i sighed and smiled
gaten: what a waste of time
i looked at him and laughed
sadie: what time are you going?
alyssa: 12:15
finn: going where?
alyssa: a diner. anyone wanna come?
finn: why?
alyssa: i'm seeing julian again.
noah: ooooooo
sadie: i'll go with you. that's when i have lunch
alyssa: cool
caleb: wait i thought he moved away?
alyssa: he's back for a few days
millie: so they have good food?
alyssa: definitely!!
gaten: then we should all go! but sit in a different booth
alyssa: i mean if you want
noah: great!
then they all got called to set
sadie: we will be back at 12:00 then we'll go
