*sadies pov*
i got a text from natalia. she said to meet her at alyssas trailer as soon as i could. i immediately left.
her mom found it
i got there
i immediately ran to alyssa
i engulfed her in a hug. and she cried. natalia came over and hugged us both.
sadie: where are you gonna stay?
alyssa: i don't kn-
natalia: you can stay with me.
alyssa: a-are you sure?
natalia: of course, sister remember
sadie: then can i stay with you too? i just wanna make sure she's safe
natalia: of course baby sis
alyssa: okay what's up with you and calling everyone your little sister
sadie: it's just me and you
natalia: i love you two to death!!
sadie: but don't tell millie.
natalia: she changed too much (no hate but that's how i feel)
alyssa: got it
we all laughed. i grabbed everything i needed from the trailer. i looked back. and said goodbye.
sadie: where'd you get this anyways?
alyssa: off the streeet. i've had it since i was like 13. it was free
natalia: okay lol
sadie: what's your insta?
alyssa: @alyssaa.amayaa (follow it 😘)
natalia: wait, youre the-
alyssa: yeah. that was my family
sadie: i'm so sorry
alyssa: don't mention it. please.
natalia: anyways let's get going
i got a call from finn
-on the phone-
s: hey finn what's up?
f: only the fact that you randomly ran out?
s: sorry, i'm with alyssa. something happened. i'll be fine for the rest of the night
f: yeah everything okay?
s: yeah. we will explain tomorrow. see you tomorrow.
f: okay? bye
s: bye
-off the phone-
alyssa: who was that?
sadie: your boyfriend
alyssa: he is not my boyfriend!
natalia chuckled and i glared at them both
natalia: sorry sorry!
we got to the house.
we went inside
alyssa: sister, where is my room
natalia: haha this way
sadie: and mine
natalia: follow me kids
we followed her upstairs.
we were showed our rooms. they helped me decorate my room. (just imagine your dream room)
alyssa: natalia, thank you. so much. for everything.
natalia: of course kiddo.
sadie: so are you gonna come to set everyday with us?
alyssa: i mean if you want me too
sadie: YES! please! i need a rebellious child on set!!
alyssa: oooo let's have some fun then
natalia: agh, don't get arrested kids.
alyssa: i promise.
sadie: i don't
alyssa: sadie no!
we all laughed.
sadie: well what shall we do?
alyssa: i could sleep
natalia: yeah i'm pretty tired
sadie: yeah i should rest up.
we all said good nights, and went to bed.
*finns pov*
i couldn't sleep. i was thinking of alyssa. the way she described how she missed her brother's. the way she talked about how that julian guy made her feel.
*flashback*
alyssa: i miss them. i miss hating them. i miss when they would let me cry until i fell asleep. and then when i'd wake up they'd take me out and buy me food. then we'd watch movies and sleep in the couch. or sometimes we'd make a fire and as a family we'd roast marshmallows. just being around eachother. they were always my favorite people. they still are. they were the glue to our family. after they died i went into a spiral. drinking, getting high, anything to forget. making my mom and dad fight, making it feel like it was their fault. then when i'd get home i'd try and calm them down. they'd send me to my room. one day i heard the door slam. and went down to see my mom chugging vodka. he left. and he didn't even say goodbye. now he has a wife, and a step kid, my age. he has my number. but never bothers enough to text. or remember my damn birthday
finn: damn. do you have a picture of them?
alyssa: yeah. i've got a few *shows pictures*
finn: you all looked so close
alyssa: we were when they didn't piss me the fuck off
we both laughed and laid back.
finn: so the julian guy? you love him still?
alyssa: i think so. what he made me feel was, indescribable. we would text all the time. facetime every night. we met in real life once. it was so awkward. he even got investigated by my brothers. it was hilarious.
finn: describe to me how he made you feel.
i regretted hearing that shit
alyssa: when we talked, there was nobody else in the world. when we texted i never stopped smiling. when i was sad just thinking of facetimin him made me light up. he was a part of my daily routine. get home, do homework, eat, call julian, sleep. that was the routine. for 3 damn months. butterflies. all the time. fireworks when we just looked at eachother. stared into each others eyes from different sides of the screen. it was, indescribable how i felt. it still is. was.
finn: so do you still feel that way?
alyssa: i don't know. maybe
*end of flashback*
i kept thinking about her. her laugh. her smile. the way her hair falls on her shoulders. her eyes. her sweatshirts. her rebellion side. her problems. she wouldnt get out of my mind.
shit.
i was falling in love with her.
