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She perfectly knew that guy was dating someone; she could see it with her own eyes. She even knew the girl he was dating. And yet, his sweet talks enchanted her.
She began wanting him. She tried so hard to attract his attention, to show the world that she was so much into him, she talked to him as if he was hers, even during the times when his woman was there. And it worked.
They broke up! She could have him, who cared there was another woman crying. Finally, he chose her and that all she cared about. Her dream came true. She broke her man up to be with him. She was overjoyed.
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She broke down. For many years she fought so hard but finally, she lost him. She always suspected that he was cheating on her with that woman; by the way she talked to him and the nickname he gave her. Even though he always denied, she finally caught them. She had the proof she was looking for and that really broke her heart. He even told her that he chose that woman over her and let her cry alone.
He was the one who cheated, but he blamed her, that it was her fault for pushing him towards that woman; that she wasn't trying hard enough to keep him by her side. She was left with regret, continuously blaming herself, with belief that it was her fault and she should work harder to make their relationship work.
The courage she found to contact one of his exes. The conversation was made. The truths were revealed. 99% of the things he told her were nothing but lies. What he did to her, he did to some other women; she was not the only one. She recalled all the broken promises, sweet words without actions, the days he was unreachable, and the nights she cried because of him.
She cried one more time for all the years she wasted waiting for him, for the love she constantly gave him. But she perfectly knew that she was saved, for the guy was nothing but a poisonous liar. She wiped her tears and began to smile. He became that woman's toxic garbage. With a soft voice, she whispered to the universe, "Welcome to my nightmares, Bitch!" The wind blew her whisper.
She opened up a blank page. A new chapter of her life was ready to be written.
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January '19
