Forbidden Love | Rainbow Six Siege

7. Operation Panic.

"All clear I have doctor-"

"Jäger?"

"I'm losing reception-"

"What's happening?"

"Fuck! I'm going to-"

"Jäger?!"

"Shit-!" A loud crash occasionally appeared from the radio, causing Doc to panic. The French man turned to a 'friend' of his, who too - is French. The mans panic was vivid on his face, but the 'friend' of his didn't seem to jump or panic as a response.

"I think he's hurt."

"I can hear you know. We all have these piece of shit ear radios - or whatever you want to call them."

"Lion, it is not the time right now to get smart with one-another. Please, get the others. We need to get Six, she needs to track down his location."

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"What do you mean, you don't know where he is?!" Aaand, Bandit was freaking out on Six. Typical.

"Bandit, please. If you keep at it behind my ear, I'm never going to find Jäger. So kindly, go away before I get you escorted out."

"At least tell me what happened."

"According to Doc he says that Marius was constantly cutting out, and managed to get Dr. Mackintosh to safety, but on his way back to pick up the others, some of the creatures - which we are not sure which exactly - attacked the helicopter or must've been on it, managing to take it down. I know that sounds horrible, but it was to be expected, and Jäger is our only ace pilot that we have. You have to understand that we needed him."

"Are you kidding me?! You're telling me you're sitting here doing nothing about it? You're just sitting here, 'trying' to find him when he could possibly be dead?! What type of boss are you?!"

"Dominic! Get the hell out, now!" The woman smashed her fist against the desk, in which cause Bandit to storm out of the conference room and slam the door like a toddler having a tantrum. Bandit stormed off to his room and sat on his bed, slouched forwards with his fists clenched tightly. He stood and punched the brick wall a few times with his right hand, causing it to start bleeding. His left hand unfolded so it was now pressing against the wall, his forehead as well pressing against the wall. Tears stung the German mans eyes, and it was- it was just that he had never felt like this before.

It wasn't often that he felt like this; well he honestly had never felt like this, even when he was in a relationship. He had never felt like there was an empty void in his chest, pulling in all his emotions, causing him hurt. It was like the one thing that stabilized the void was gone; maybe even dead. That was too much for him to handle, especially right now. Not when he had just got over his addiction. Well, honestly, not completely. He was getting over it, he was finally starting to cleanse himself of the one thing that made him feel happy; the one thing that made that void close off for awhile. Now it's reopened somehow, and he doesn't know what to do; he doesn't know how to handle it. In the back of his head, he wanted so desperately to fall back onto it, fall back onto the thing that made him feel something.

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Jäger couldn't remember where he was, or what happened. The constant ringing in his ears, the explosions, the screaming, it was all so vague to him. Sitting up was like a million people stabbing him at once and forcing him down. His body felt like a weight that he couldn't lift no matter what. However, the sounds of the creatures started to become vivid and evident that they were very real. Quickly, every single piece of pain he felt was forced to the back of his head, making him sit up. The screeches of the creatures was loud, as he saw some grunts and rooters wandering around.

Jäger was sitting on some rubble, and some broken pieces of the helicopter; it was hard for him to breathe, it was like thousands of needles scratched his lungs while claws were stuck deep inside his side and thigh. Looking down, he was bleeding - everywhere. Not just all over his clothes, all over the rubble, metal, everything. A rooter however, appeared in front of him, and Jäger pulled out a flare, causing the rooter to jump back. Grunts started to close in on him, and Jäger forces his already weak body to stand. He sets off the flare, causing a red flame to emit from within the red cylinder. He stumbled, holding his wound with his left hand, the creatures closing in on him. Jäger grunted, waving the flare, only for the creatures to get closer. The German man fell down to his knees, and suddenly everything went black for him.

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It was too much, just one last time. It was like everything was sinking down on him, and he needed that feeling again. He needed the feeling of having his lips against his own, he regretted it all. He regretted rejecting Jäger, he regretted telling him that he wasn't- well, he wasn't. He didn't like guys.. but he liked Jäger... He liked Jäger more than he's ever liked a girl. It was hurting him badly, he couldn't take it anymore. The void was getting bigger and he just wanted to feel something again, he needed to feel something- anything!

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God that was nice, four lines of Cocaine was so nice, he hadn't done that in forever. It was like he hadn't felt so alive- but. It... still, wasn't enough, it wasn't enough to fill the gaping hole in his heart, despite the high he was on and he just - he needed love. He needed to feel again, and it was taking over him quickly and hard. He left his room, and went down the hall, and stopped in front of Twitch's room. His ex wife, the one woman he loved so dearly, the one woman he would die for. His wedding ring was always around his finger, but after Six made them end their marriage, or stay with their career, they decided their career was more important.

Bandit forced the door open to see Twitch sitting on her bed in his t-shirt, and some shorts. Bandit closed the door and walked over to her, forcing her onto the bed, and began kissing her neck, where Twitch gasped and put her small delicate hands against his muscular chest. Her wedding ring too, was around her finger, but she knew this wasn't right.
"Bandit.. You know we can't." Bandit pulled away, and they held eye contact for a moment, then Twitch just couldn't hold back anymore. She pulled Bandit down and smashed their lips together.

And that was the beginning of the end.

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Hope you enjoyed this; it's a make-up for abandoning u guys.

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