My Idol | Jungkook

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"Alright lets start Math lesson. Whats five x plus twenty times eight?" I rest my head on my hand as the teacher blabber on. Everyone was either sleeping or doing their own things other than the good kids who always listen. I turn behind to see Yena already sleeping with her head on her hand and her mouth opened.

As I observe the class, I realized sitting at the end of my row is Jinyoung. He is handsome though... His jawline and his adams apple is very obvious. He had sharp features and his hair was permed nicely. He had monolids but his eyes are sexily attractive. And he had a fit built. But can't beat Jungkook's. He then turned to me as I quickly turn away. Shit! Did he catch me looking at him?

Eunjae was seated one row more in front of him and I could feel her glaring at me. "(y/n), why are you staring out the window?" The teacher asked as everyone woke up suddenly hearing her voice louden.

"H-Huh? Oh.. U-Urm nothing. Sorry." I bowed in apology as the teacher turned back to the board. Tch. Why did she have to catch me out of everyone? All the others were sleeping like SLEEPING. I was just looking out at the window.

[Breaktime]

Yena and I, together with Younggun again, ate together whist the popular kids sat together although Jinyoung didn't sit with them. He always disappear to who knows where when theres no lesson. I heard he skips fitness lesson too.

"Have you guys check out this new internet cafe?"

"What cafe?" Yena asked and I looked confused too.

"Wait. You girls don't know whats an internet cafe?" He said and we nod. He dropped his jaw and shook his head. "Are you guys living under a rock or something?"

"Excuse you." She said. He then raised his hands as a 'ok ok' gesture.

"An internet cafe is basically a shop not really with rows of tables and on the tables are computers with gaming keyboard and mouse and headphone. You are also allowed to order food there and eat while playing with your friends."

"Wow theres such things?" I said and Yena nodded as both of us were amazed.

"So we can watch BTS videos there for free too?" Yena asked.

"Seriously... You know you have to pay right?"

"What? We have to pay?? I thought it was free and that we only need to pay for the food." Yena said and I shrugged.

"You have to pay to get in. You pay according to how many hours you want." He explained. We nodded and continued eating our food.

"Well maybe we can go there this weekend because the teachers gave us so many assignments. Its only the first week and they are already pushing us." Yena said and Younggun nod his head softly while making a sad face.

"Sorry guys, I can't go this weekend. Yall can go ahead without me, I have to go to Busan this weekend to visit my aunt." I said and they made an 'ok' sign.

[After school]

I was on the way home when I saw that my street actually has a few interesting shops. By the way my street is small and not those long and big type. Only one car can pass by this street at one time so its a one way road. I went into the bookstore and bowed at the uncle. I love reading books as I have a very imaginative mind. Thanks to all the BTS fanfiction I read online... But other than that it makes me feel as if I am in another fantasy. I love reading romance books the most.

I swept past the books edge with my index finger while looking at the titles. Then one caught my eye, 'Ending scene' a romance story. I flipped open and read the epilogue. Sounds interesting... I took the book and paid the uncle. "Rental fee is five dollars. Due date is this date next month alright." He said and I nodded.

Once I reached home, I Facetimed my aunt. "Hi aunt Jieun! How are you?"

"I'm doing fine my dear. How is school?"

"Its going well, and I'm sorry I didn't visit you for the whole month. I coming to Busan this weekend to visit you!"

"This weekend..?" She asked with a surprised face. I furrowed my brows.

"Why? Are you busy?"

"I'm not dear, sure sure we can meet in the cafe you always pestered me to go to because your favourite idol went there before and signed on his poster at the shop." She said. I giggled and smiled.

"Yes yes! I miss your cooking so much..."

She smiled and brought her phone with her as she walk to the fridge and showed me what she stored in there. "I have prepared kimchi to make kimchi stew and also tteokbokki. When I'm free I'll go to Seoul and bring the food over to you."

"Really??"

"Yes my dear, I'll go next Tuesday." I blew her a kiss and she returned it back too. I then ended the call with her and went to shower. I changed into my bt21 cooky pajamas and lay on my bed. If only Jungkook knows how many times I've been to that cafe just because he went there once.

By the way my aunt is a single woman and shes working as an office lady. She isn't rich but shes above average in terms of income. She would always pamper me with BTS merch. I even went to my first ever concert to see BTS thanks to her. She never fails to make me laugh and would always comfort me when I'm feeling sad. I actually got into BTS because of her... It was the day I just moved to South Korea and my first day at school. The kids bullied and laughed at me. I was only ten... I cried all the way home and wouldn't stop crying until my aunt sang "I need you" by BTS and she even gave me a photocard of Jungkook. She then told me this that I would never forget. "Always stay true to yourself even if others try to bring you down. Keep trusting yourself and don't ever lose that faith in yourself no matter what others say."

I smiled to myself thinking about it. I love myself always no matter what although I think that I'm ugly sometimes. Aunt Jieun and BTS showed me that I have reasons and that I should love myself and for that I will never give up on myself.

[A/N]

Stay true to yourself everyone! No one have the rights to tell you to change. We must always be respectful and open minded. If others are spreading hate don't do the same because it will never end. So just kill them with kindness! All the best yalls