My Idol | Jungkook

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Jungkook pov.

I piggybacked her all the way to her apartment. Once I reached, I rummage through her sling bag for the key. Luckily, her bag was small and only had a few things which is surprising? I wonder what is this girl's life like... I opened the door and threw her bag on the couch while closing the door behind me. I then put her down gently on her bed. I look around her room and outside. Her apartment isn't big but it was comfy. I realize her cupboard and shoe cabinet had very little things. There were enough clothes for just one person. Is she living by herself?

I ruffled my hair and adjust her a little so that she could be comfy. I then tuck her into bed. Her room had so many posters, pictures and things of me.. I chuckled as I went to her small desk and look at her stuff. Is it bad of me to look at her things? Its like invading her privacy right? I hesitated but a book caught my eye and I can't help it as I picked it up. 'Diary of Myself', I flipped open to the first page where there was a picture of a man and a woman holding her hands together, which I suppose are her parents. I decided to put it down as it seems pretty private. I then notice a photo frame with a photo of her and a woman. But this woman is different from the one in the diary?

I sit beside her on the bed and stare at her. How did I even became so close to a girl? Not just a girl but a fangirl. I rubbed my temple and shook my head. I promised myself that I wouldn't get close to a girl ever again or get myself involve into anything related to a girl. I then sighed and got up. Before leaving, I left a sticky note on the fridge and locked the door.

Your pov.

[Next morning]

I groaned as I held the side of my head. I then sat up straight, looking around. This place is familiar... wait isn't this my room?! Could it be...?! I looked down and heaved a sigh of relief. My clothes from last night are still on. How did I even get home? I tried to remember what happen last night but nothing helps other than my head hurting more. I got off bed and walked to the bathroom to wash up. I tie my hair in a messy bun and walked to the kitchen to grab some food. Then, I notice a sticky note. 'I took your key cause I had to lock the door and you only have one key, I will drop off in the afternoon to return your key. -Jungkook'

I froze. What the heck?! Jungkook was the one who brought me back home?!? Fuck did I make any drunk mistake??? Shit. I then look at the clock hung on the wall, oh my god... Its already 1pm?? He is probably gonna reach soon and I'm in my singlet and shorts, with no bra on... I quickly rush to my room to change when I heard the door click. SHIT He is here... "Hey (y/n)? You woke up already?" His sweet gentle voice called. I shook off the thought and replied immediately, "Yea I'm changing, give me a sec." I said as I change but realize that my bras are hanging on the balcony.... I cursed under my breathe as I forgotten to take it back in after washing it. I had no choice.

"Jungkook...?"

"Yea? You okay?"

"Yea...but could you urm...help me to...take my bra off the balcony and pass to me?" I asked, my face flushed with embarrassment. Luckily, he can't see my face through the door. I heard a small laugh not sure if I heard it right?

"Here you go." He knocked on my room door. I stretched out my hand through the small opening. He then place the bra on my hand and I could feel my face getting redder. I took it quickly and started changing. Once I was done, I came out wearing an oversized graphic tee with runner shorts. He looked me up and down and stared at me for a moment. I sat down beside him at the coffee table on the floor. "Here is your key, and I bought intestine soup which is good for treating your hangover and also fried chicken." He said as he took out the small container of intestine soup.

"Thanks... I was having a pretty bad headache." I said and smelt the food before digging in. I stopped for a moment when I realize him staring at me. "What is it?"

"You live alone?"

"Yea? Why?"

"Nothing. I wanna ask something but I'm afraid it might be too private and I probably have no rights to know." He said, looking at me carefully, trying to read my expressions.

"Its fine, just ask." I said as I stare straight into his eyes before looking away quickly as my face once again flush with pink.

"Who is the one in the photo frame in your desk?"

"Oh. Thats my aunt. My mum's sister." I gave him a bitter smile. "My mum passed away when I was a little girl and my dad kinda abandoned me." I said as I turn to face Jungkook who looked at me deeply, I can feel that he pity me.

"I'm sorry.." He said. I shook my head and gave him a smile.

"Its alright, I'm a grown up now. I would miss my mum and cry all night before but now I know I can't cry like a little girl. Thats why I work hard to go to a good University as she and I always talked about how I'm gonna be a doctor in the future. And I want to fulfil that wish of her's." I said, controlling my tears.

"Don't worry. I'm sure shes really happy and proud of you." He said while giving me a warm smile. "Cause I'm your teacher, so of course I'm gonna help you get top in class for Korean language. Maybe even top in school." He said with a cocky tone. I chuckled and he ruffled my hair. "Aw I made you laugh." I could feel my cheeks turning bright red again and I quickly change the topic.

"Anyways how did I get home?"

"Oh, you were drunk. So I carried you home, luckily, though you were drunk, you were able to say your address correctly. And there was this guy who was holding you or acting really close to you so it just concerned me I guess. How much did you drink to get that drunk?"

"I don't know.. Probably five cups?"

"Tsk. Next time be careful. Hot guys are dangerous, you never know whats hiding behind that handsome face."

"Well then I should be staying away from you." I joked. He laughed and then gave me a proud look.

"This face plus my good heart is rare." He joked as we both laughed. "Anyways, I need to go now. I have dance practice with the others." He said. I nod and walked him out the door as he put on his hood and mask. He look up at me after wearing his shoe and smiled at me. I gave him a small smile back as he waved at me before walking off. I sighed before almost fainting. (An expression) I walked back in and look at the photo of me and my mum clipped in my diary. I smiled as tears started to well up in my eyes. I sniffed as I closed my eyes and lay back on my couch while sitting on the floor. "I miss you mum.."

[A/N]

Well a short chapter but hope you've all enjoyed it! This is the first time I'm writing a (y/n) pov. And its been eleven chapters. Please tell me if its good or not. I hope you all did put yourself as the pov. Just keep saying your name whenever (y/n) comes out. Do remember to vote and comment!