note to self:
never ever read books about breakups or dealing with the process/aftermath of it
or else you are going to have a painful feeling in your chest, aka anxiety, and start crying
god, I hate myself
and I hate wattpad writers for writing shit like that. Like what are you doing, trying to kill me you sick bastard?
and no this isn't about my own breakups. Hell, ive only been in two relationships. One was literally a week long and yeah I loved her but not to the point of crying ya know. And the other,,, i was just super fucking angry but that's for another time.
After thinking about why this truly makes me upset, I have a pretty good feeling that this is about my parents in some way.
Imagine being so infatuated with someone in the beginning that everything about them just make you so happy and in love with them. And then as time grows on, that love starts fading away and then the relationship starts failing and everything just goes to absolute shit.
DOESNT HELP THAT THESE TWO PEOPLE WERE TOGETHER FOR THE SAME AMOUNT OF YEARS AS MY PARENTS. ITS LIKE THEY BOTH BROKE UP FOR THE SAME REASONS.
oh god I think I'm gonna start crying again oh no.
btw,, they were married and then were getting a divorce.
yeah this is definitely about my parents,,, fuck
okay, so I'm gonna go play the sims in hopes that it will calm me down from this anxiety attack
peter you better fix this shit
~brick
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