beauty kills ♤ s.cb.+ h.hj.+ l.fx.

♤chapter 1♤

Changbin's dreams and sleep are broken by the loud and repetitive beeping of his alarm clock. Groaning, he turns on his side and blindly searches for his phone. Once he finds it and turns off the alarm, he turns onto his back and starts scrolling through his Twitter notifications.

After about 10 minutes, he decides to finally get up. The time is currently 8:26 a.m. and his classes don't start until the afternoon. The reason he gets up at this time is so that he can work on his music production. Before he gets to work, he heads to the bathroom to freshen up.

Currently he lives alone...he also feels alone. Other than that he's contempt with life, although he would like someone. His sulking is broken by his phone going off. He looks to see that Chan texted him, asking if Changbin wanted to hang out with him tonight. Although it was exam week, he decided to agree.

Sighing he throws his phone on his bed and walks over to his desk. He settles down into his office chair and pulls up his recent project. For class they do have projects were they produce music, but this one is a personal project.

He's actually part of a rap group with his friends Jisung and Chan. They call themselves 3Racha. Chan mostly produces the music to their songs. Changbin is a bit...insecure about his music production compared to Chan. He does help Chan a lot and he's produced one song that Chan heard. Honestly, Chan is really good at producing music. Chan can sing, rap, dance, and speak English. Chan will definitely be hired by some sort of music entertainment company.

When Changbin writes his songs for class they are a more toned down version of those of 3Racha. The other songs he writes are more personal and emotionally vulnerable. He listens to the instrumental, it is one of his favorites that he has produced. The longer he listens the further off he slips into his mind and starts to freestyle into his mic. When he raps he feels free and at ease. It's his drug, it makes him so much happier.

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He's in his third and last class of the day. He drowns the world out as he starts to daydream in class. Last time he checked the clock he had 30 minutes left. As he drifted off he imagined up the guy that he has been interested since he started having classes with him. He wouldn't call it a crush, more of an interest. his guy's name name is Jeongin. He is kind of adorable and super sweet. He's also a bit childish, but who cares?

Changbin daydreams of a simple coffee date, because he's the type of person that enjoys the small things. They chat and hold hands. They walk through the park and just enjoy each others company. The thing that breaks him out of the thought is that, he knows Jeongin is interested in someone else. It doesn't bother him that much. Jeongin is always goo-goo eyeing Changbin's friend, Chan . Changbin thinks that is kinda cute, cause he could see his friend treating the boy very kindly.

Deciding to break from his thoughts he pays attention to what the professor is teaching. At this point he is lost. Looking at the clock he reads 3:25, which means he has 15 minutes left. That still was a while, but at least it was less time. He scans over what the professor wrote on the board and slowly started to understand the concept in which the teacher is talking about.

He is currently in his Literature class. One he is required to take it and two it's a good idea that he takes it. Since most producers get their ideas and concepts from books and old literature. Only a few stories and ideologies have inspired him.

Once he's done reading the board, he starts to think. As he thinks he starts lightly tapping on his desk. As he gets into the tapping, he starts to lightly hum. Before he can get further into his zone, he feels a pinch on his thigh.

Changbin stops and looks to his left to see Jisung staring him down.

"Sorry." He whispers to Jisung. They sit and look at the professor.

Elbowing Jisung, Changbin asks,"Are you going out to drink
with Chan tonight?"

"Yeah! Do you know if Minho is going?" Jisung asked Changbin, a sparkle in his eyes. Jisung has had a crush on Minho for years, since they are in the same friend group they've been able to stay close.

"I would assume so, because Chan and him are like this," Changbin said holding up crossed fingers. Jisung flashed a smile and kind of hid his face from Changbin, who rolled his eyes at Jisung's childish reaction. This boy is so whipped, Changbin thought.

"Oh hyung, I heard a little birdie tell me that a little squish is coming along," Jisung said wiggling his eyebrows.

"For the uptenth time I told you I just find him cute, he likes someone else anyways," Changbin replied his eyes wondering over to Jeongin. As Changbin thought about it more, dating Jeongin just wouldn't feel right.

Before he knew it the professor was dismissing the class. Changbin slowly gathered his stuff and makes his way out of the room with Jisung. They chatted until they both had to go their seperate ways.

"See you tonight, hyung!" Jisung yelled as he ran off once he spotted his roommate, Jaemin. Changbin was now left to his thoughts as he walked. Once he got home he flopped onto his bed and took a nap, since he had time.

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A/N

yee yee, the first chapter is completed. the first few chapters are only fillers so you can get an idea of what changbin is like (cause my discription is sad okay)

any who~ hope you like it and stick around for the next chapter!

thank you for reading my cringe...yeet

p.s.

i wrote this chapter on my phone (which i hate sm) so there might be spelling and grammar mistakes