beauty kills ♤ s.cb.+ h.hj.+ l.fx.

♤chapter 13♤

Hours have passed by, every minute taunting Hyunjin. The day passed by painfully slow, and after Changbin had left Felix was desperate for distractions. Not all of them worked, but Hyunjin was thankful for the caring boy that stayed by his side. Without him, Hyunjin might be dead or in an psychiatric ward. He preferred the death option. Hyunjin was nervous for tonight, he's not sure of how he will react when he sees Younghyun. Are you scared you might freeze? Not follow through? Fall under his deceit? Or are you scared seeing him will turn you into the monster he created years ago?

"Quiet! I don't need you here right now," Hyunjin harshly whispers. Felix looked up from where he was cuddled on Hyunjin's chest.

"Is Rune bothering you again?" Felix questioned in concern. God did Hyunjin feel bad for basically worrying the boy to death.

"Yes, but he is just taunting. He's been pretty active since we, I mean I, decided to go after Younghyun," Hyunjin explains, causing the younger to nod his head. Hyunjin kissed the top of Felix's head before getting up to prepare for the night. Felix watches him from the bed as he digs through the dresser against the wall to the right of the bed and Felix. After not being able to find what he wants he turns to Felix, slightly pouting.

"I can't find my find my favorite pair of skinny jeans," Hyunjin huffs cutely. Felix chuckled at his boyfriend's cute expression.

"Last I saw them they were in the dryer," Felix helped, "while you get them do you want me to find you a shirt?"

Hyunjin nodded his head before leaving for the laundry room. Hyunjin could only hear the padding of his bare feet on the hardwood floors. He dug through the laundry basket until he felt the familiar material amongst the sea of clothes. He swung the pants so that they now hang over his left shoulder and padded back to the bedroom. He entered to see Felix flipping through Hyunjin's many shirts, frustration slowly creeping it's way onto the younger's face.

"What kind of feel are you going for tonight?" Felix asked, not shifting his gaze from the rack of shirts in front of him.

"Powerful and chic," Hyunjin hummed. While the younger was busy looking, Hyunjin went into the bathroom to style his hair, and apply light makeup. He applied a thin layer of BB cream to make his complexion a shade or two lighter. He added some brown eye shadow on his waterline and along his upper lid's lash line. To give the makeup a more natural he blended the brown into a cream colored shadow that he applied to his eyelids. Once finished with his eyes he grabbed his favorite lip tint and lightly applied it to his lips.

"Did you find anything?" Hyunjin asked, looking for Felix. Felix shook his head lightly. I knew he would find nothing, Hyunjin thought. He then looked through his many button up shirts. He settled on a black button up that was a size too big for him.

"What do you think?" Hyunjin asked Felix, slowly turning in front of the boy.

"You look good," Felix reassured the older, hugging him and kissing his neck, "you've got this, call me if you need me."

Hyunjin nodded his head, kissed Felix on the cheek, and headed out the door for the night

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Hyunjin arrived before the time that he knew his target was going to be there. In all honesty, he was really nervous and scared. This man had a large and toxic influence on Hyunjin's life. Hyunjin never really found bars interesting, but he always seemed to be in one. He would cringe as he watched drunk girls fail at dancing with some guy they either brought or found. Hyunjin hovered near the walls and corners of the bar, watching the door for Younghyun.

Since Hyunjin was only a few minutes early, the wait was not long. Before he knew it Younghyun was walking through the door, with a bodyguard. Hyunjin's breath hitched when he saw him, the memories threatening to break free. I feel like you'll need me tonight, more than you ever have, Rune stated, kind of happy he might get in control.

Hyunjin whispered a soft yeah, he was in no position to object. Younghyun was a large reason Hyunjin was the way he is. Hyunjin knew he had to do it tonight, he was just scared to confront him.

"Just let me approach him, and then you can take over," Hyunjin whispered, before leaving his corner. He slowly moved over to Younghyun. Hyunjin put up a confident front and made eye contact with Younghyun. Here we go, Hyunjin thought. Younghyun moved towards Hyunjin, and pulled the boy close to him.

"Aren't you pretty?" he whispered in Hyunjin's ear, causing him to shiver. Younghyun ran a hand down Hyunjin's chest, causing the boy to tense up a little bit. Stay calm, Rune advised. Hyunjin nodded his head slightly in acknowledgment of the alter's words.
"I get that a lot," Hyunjin whispers back. He gets close to Younghyun's ear and whispers, "Tell me what you want to me and I might go home with you tonight, stud." Hyunjin moves back to face the other male. Younghyun's eyes flickered with desire and lust for Hyunjin. Although he didn't express it, Younghyun felt like he had seen Hyunjin somewhere before. To him, it felt like dejavu (such a good nu'est w song).

"I didn't get a name," Younghyun stated, hoping that would help him figure out why the boy was so familiar.

"Rune," Hyunjin said. It wasn't entirely a lie and not entirely the truth. Younghyun slowly nodded his head.

"What about you, big boy?" Hyunjin asked, lightly touching the other up and down his arms.

"Younghyun, but my street name is Young K," Younghyun explained. Hyunjin repeated the name softly, as if to remember it. Although we all know he knew Young K, rather well. Hyunjin kept touching the other boy in the ways and places that he knew would drive him insane. It got too much for Young K, he wanted the stunning boy in front of him, now.

"Let's go somewhere we can be alone," Young K growled softly at Hyunjin. Finally, this was feeling like forever, Rune expressed.

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that's all i'm writing because i'm lazy

next chapter will hopefully be better

also sorry for the late update i got caught up at a school club