~hearts and thoughts~

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I had a thought of not opening the door, but my heart got the best of me, and I ran to it, swinging it open.

"Y/n-"

Max couldn't even continue his sentence before I burst into another wave of Niagara Falls, crying into his sweater.

"I-I'm soO s-sor-sorry!" I sobbed, holding on to him for dear life.

I know that if I looked up his expression would either be irritation or hesitation. So I looked up to know which of the two it was.

To my surprise, the only expression I saw was guilt.

"Y/n..." He started, his eyes growing concerned the longer he looked at me.

Max then picked me up bridal style, and carried me to my room.

He laid me on the bed, then taking his spot across from me, and pulled me into his chest.

"Shhh." He comforted me as I let the rest of my sobs spill until there was nothing but a few small sniffles.

"It's not your fault, none of what happened was your fault." Max told me, stroking my matted h/c hair that I hadn't bothered to brush.

I clung to him like I was holding on to my life. Which I guess was what I was doing.

Max was in fact a big part of my life.

"Listen, that son of a bitch Pikeman can't do shit. Everything he said was just stupi-"

"Is it true that you can't trust me?"

Max seemed taken a back by the way I interrupted him.

"Wh- Y/n, of fucking course I trust you. There's just... a uh, few things you don't really know about..."

I gave him a look.

"...Yet! Yeah, I'll explain to you!"

I sat up, waiting for him to get to explaining.

"What are you doing?" He asked irritably, obviously wanting me back down.

"Waiting for you to explain." I said patiently.

"Woah woah, hold your goddamn, shitty horses." He started, sitting up. "You want me to explain right now? That's not what I meant hon." He said, chuckling slightly.

I wasn't laughing. I wasn't amused in the slightest.

"It would take too long to explain, y/n. Not right now, please."

I sighed softly. It's not even that that was bothering me a whole lot.

"M-Max.." I started, tears coming to my eyes once more.

"We aren't really taking a break, right..?" I looked up at him, tugging my hair.

"No, of course not. I don't even know why I would have said such a thing. I love you too fucking much to take a break." He said, smiling softly.

"I love you too Max."

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