My guy diary

Chapter 12: recording

I was having a panic attack. What have people actually heard? What are the rumours going around? I have to find jas after school! Ahhhhhh I screamed on the inside. I don't know why I came to school without talking to jasmine first.

The bell rang and I got up to quickly get away but someone grabbed my arm. I turned around and it was Dean. "Hey sorry, I just wanted to talk to you" I smiled at least dean is a nice guy.

"Yeah I was in a rush but that's ok haha" I laughed trying to get him to speak quicker.

"Oh sorry we can talk another time if you want?" He asked politely aww he's so sweet.

"Nah it's ok I should have some time." He nodded and quickly replied

"Well I wanted to see how you were with everything? I mean I'm not sure if the things I've heard are correct so I'm not going to jump to anything and you don't have to tell me anything I just want to make sure your ok." I smiled. He is so sweet, jasmine deserves a guy like him.

"Yeah I'm ok and thank you so much for being a great guy." He turned my day around quickly haha.

"I was wondering if we could execute that idea we had for getting jas and I together this weekend?" He raised his eyebrows.

" oh my gawd! I forgot all about that. I'm so sorry you should've came to me ages ago dean and yes we can certainly do that this weekend" I nodded my head in excitement.

"Ok great ill text you the details about it later" we smiled and slowly walked off as I waved to him.

I actually completely forgot that I was gong to help him with this. I think he has some big plans set up.

I ran out of the class room being the last one out besides the teacher and ran ad fast as I could to my locker. I grabbed all the shit I would need to catch up and ran to the train station hoping jas would still be waiting.

I got to the train and I don't think her train has been yet so I frantically looked around for her and saw her sitting on the seat waiting with her earphones in. I ran to her and she jumped a bit as she saw me. She then realised who I was and stood up only to hug me to death.

"I can't believe your here right now! I love you so much! Don't ever leave my side again!" She was practically crying by now. She really does cry easily.

"I love you too now you have to tell me all the stuff people are saying about me!" We let go of each other and sat down.

"Well, they have been saying a lot. Your practically who everyone talks about" I run my hands through my hair unable to think straight.

"Tell me everything" I begged her.

"Ok, so. Where do I start. Some people have said that you got kidnapped, raped, drugged. Some people say you got drunk had sex with some old guy then told people it was rape because you were embarrassed and some people say the truth that you got kidnapped and nothing happened. But seriously don't listen to them ok. I'm only telling you because you should know before you go back to school."

"Uhm well I already went back to school and I can't believe they are making all this shit up. Gad damn it." I'm going to kill who ever made up shot about me. I was basically invisible not too long ago now everyone is saying my name. To be honest I think it's easier to be a no one.

"What Did you only go for last period? Because that's the only time we didn't have the same class." She asked with curiosity in her eyes.

"Yeah and can we do something this weekend. I'm not sure what yet but when I think of something I will tell you ok?"