When I woke up I was in a comfortable bed It didn't feel like jasmines but who knows my eyes were still shut. When I finally opened my eyes I realised that I wasn't even in jasmines room or mine so who's room was I in? "Sarah your awake" jasmines excited voice yelled out to me.
"yeah I am, where am i? how did i get here? What happened?!" I was really worried I didn't ask what happened to Callum because I thought that would be a bit suss so I just had to hope he was alright.
" my bro carried you up to his room, you had a cut just below your collar bone so he helped clean it up" Jaz had a serious tone in her voice. Aw he helped clean me up he is just soooo perfect!
"The guy that Callum was fighting got his butt kicked and cal actually threw him out of the house!" Wow that is so good and to think it was just for me made me smile.
"Wow Callum must be a good fighter!" I hardly got to finish my sentence as the door bursts open, it was Callum...
"damn right I'm a good fighter" Callum said while laughing, I can't get over how damn hot he looks.
"Aye I need to go call your mum and don't worry I'm not telling her what happened just that your sleeping over" Jaz said and I nodded in agreement while she walked out of the door. As soon as the door shut Callum said something...
"We need to talk"
Even though I was happy to see him I wanted to act relaxed and carefree so I kept my face straight and looked right into his eyes " what is there to talk about?" Callum gave me a serious look.
"come on Sarah! You were drunk! Why did you start drinking?" Play it casual Sarah, play it casual.
"The guy offered so I took it, may as well right haha" I tried my best fake laugh and I think I pulled it off well. He glared at me and then spoke.
" your 16! Don't accept a drink from a 20 year old, he-he is only using you" wow. That just put me into a more depressing state and I'm sure he could tell by my face but it wasn't the using part I already sort of knew that, the part that made me upset is how he used my age against someone the same age as him... Does he really think that I'm just some baby girl?? I sure hope not.
" I can do what I please and so what If he is 20 that's only four years like us two, not that much of a difference!" I was scared of what he would say I didn't want to know what he thought about the age difference but I had to know.
" four years is a bit of an age difference but I don't really care about his age it's just that you shouldn't be talking to random guys and getting drunk underage, it's not safe." I rolled my eyes trying to look like I don't care but he said he doesn't care about the age which kind of made me feel happy that maybe there was a chance... If he actually liked me.
" what so your saying you never got drunk when you were underage and that you have never talked to a girl you didn't know! Your such a hypocrite geez!!" I was getting angry at the memory of him talking to that girl, it made my insides boil.
"Ok so maybe I had a couple of drinks when I was 17 but not like you did just last night and yes I have talked to girls that I didn't know but it's different with you, your my sisters best friend and you need some one to protect you, he was a very bad guy!" MY SISTERS BEST FRIEND... MY SISTERS BEST FRIEND!! That was all I could think about, that all he sees me as!
"I don't need protecting and what you think you were protecting me by flirting some girl and drinking yourself! You don't protect me, never! And I don't need you to protect me" I was angry and furious, he gave me a strange look and I realised that I basically told him that I was gawking at him while he was talking to a girl! He will know I'm jealous! OMG why have I got such a big mouth.
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Teen FictionEvery time I look into his blue eyes my hart melts, I can't stay away from him. To bad he doesn't know I feel that way..... My name is Sarah I'm 16 and I fell in love with a guy I could never get, but at least i can still enjoy looking and thinking...