My guy diary

I love you.

It's now been nearly two years after harry and Luke got sentenced five years in jail for what they did to me. Jas and I are still best friends but we did have a rough patch where she was jealous of Callum and I. We figured it out easily and I make time for them both separately and together. I've become so attached to Callum now. I don't know if it's a good thing but oh well. We hang out pretty much everyday. Once when Callum and jas went on holidays, Callum sent me a love letter everyday until he got back and the last few arrived after he had gotten back.
"Honey, are you ready?" Callum rushed to make it in time for our restaurant booking.
"Yes, love, be down in a second." I called down the stairs. I looked in my body length mirror and smiled. Callum makes me feel so good about myself. I have a tight red dress on with three inch black heels. My dress was mid thigh and showed off my curves. Today was a special occasion and I wanted to impress Callum.

I walked down the stairs and had Callums eyes never leave me. "Wow" he gazed in awe. "You look so beautiful."
I laughed it off. "As do you." Callum laughed at this and his smile grew. I love his smile. He has these plump lips that make me want to skip the dinner all together.
We were sat at a fancy Italian restaurant on a balcony, over looking a river.
Callum ordered us a beer and a vodka cruiser because even if we are pretending to be fancy, we never will be. He also ordered a large pizza for us to share.
"I've got some good news." Callum looked up at me with a bright smile.
"Go on" I stated supportively.
"I got a promotion! I'm now a credit manager." He held my hands and lightly squeezed them.
"That's amazing love. I'm so happy!" I genuinely was so excited for him. He has been working for this for ages now.
"With the amount of money that is coming in, I was thinking that we could rent an apartment for us to live in together!" My eyes widened as Callum ecstatically stated his offer.
"Oh Callum. I would love to!" I basically squealed. I'm 18 nearly 19 and I'm already moving in with my first serious boyfriend. The man who had been my crush for years before he actually noticed me at all. I'm moving in with the man I'm in love with.
"I love you sarah. More then I ever thought was possible." He had a sincere smile that had me drooling in my food.
"I've always felt like you were the one and now I know for sure that your the one. The one I love." I returned a sincere smile.
"There has only been one thing I've ever been sure of in my entire like sarah and that's you." I stared at him and had tears in my eyes.
"No matter what happens, I will never, ever forget you."
"Me neither"
"Y'know, I hate that I love you so much because I feel like by getting close to you that you will hurt me. But I don't care. You are the only person I've ever met who is worth the pain of love."

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Ok so this story is completely finished now.
Callum was played by Justin Hartley. That's who the picture is.
Watch me run will be much better than this.
I promise.
I love everyone who read and I'm sorry at the end I got lazy but I just felt like no one was reading up to the chapter I was up to writing.
This was my first try at writing a story so cut me some slack.
If you wanted I could write a sequel to this that would be better written than this.
But for now good bye and don't be afraid to message me or write a comment about the book wether it's good or bad.
I love everyone who made it this far and is reading this right now.
Bye !! 💕😘👌🎉❤️😋