I Wish I Was A Poem (prose&poems)

for the man who refused to love me back.

— I stayed awake all night searching for the answers that your words are supposed to meant. I'm starting to wonder if everything's a karma that I made a long time ago, how you hesitated to say 'the feeling is mutual' Don't worry, I saw how your eyes looks like hers. The girl who was never meant to be yours, the same girl who never appreciated your poems. She said, you are too damn serious and artistic to love someone ordinary. Why not love me? why not curve our names inside the love story I made? the tattered pages screams how I badly wanted your name to burn. So that we could together scream in agony. You've dreamt about loving a girl with the same pen and thoughts, you said you'd die to meet someone like her. I smiled, If only you knew how effortless it was to love someone like me, to love someone like you.