She Broke my Heart, Than Stole It

Chapter 39 Kill Me

<pre class="commentbubble reverse" style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, Helvetica, Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 16.799999237060547px; margin: 12px 116px 0px 24px; white-space: pre-wrap; word-wrap: break-word; border: 1px solid #c2c2c2; padding: 8px; min-height: 40px; color: #333333; border-top-left-radius: 5px; border-top-right-radius: 5px; border-bottom-right-radius: 5px; border-bottom-left-radius: 5px; box-shadow: #cccccc -1px -1px 2px; text-align: start; width: 419px;">Katniss' pov

While my therapist explains what happend, I zone out completley. I really don't care. <a id="_GPLITA_0" style="color: #5c74c8; outline: none; border: none !important; display: inline-block !important; float: none !important; font-weight: bold !important; height: auto !important; margin: 0px !important; min-height: 0px !important; min-width: 0px !important; padding: 0px !important; text-transform: uppercase !important; vertical-align: baseline !important; width: auto !important; background: transparent !important;" title="Click to Continue > by Browser App" href="user_inbox?user=_fangirl_fandoms_">ALL<img style="border-style: none !important; vertical-align: super !important; display: inline-block !important; float: none !important; height: 10px !important; margin: 0px 0px 0px 3px !important; min-height: 0px !important; min-width: 0px !important; padding: 0px !important; width: 10px !important; background: transparent !important;" src="http://cdncache1-a.akamaihd.net/items/it/img/arrow-10x10.png" alt="" /></a> I want is Gale. I want my Gale back. Fucking Delly. Why did she have to kill him? Why is she breaking me?

"Katniss?" The therapist says.

"Sorry what?"

"Did you understand that?"

"Umm...."

"Okay I'll explain again. You were captured by Gale Hawthorne and Amber Cartwright. They both injected tracker jacker venom into your system, making memories adjusted, therefor, your memories with Peeta were twisted to make you hate him. The poison is a very strong substance. It makes you do horrible things, go mutt in fact. Handled in the wrong way, the consequences can be, in very rare cases, death."

"But that doesn't explain why my Gale is dead!"

"He's dead because he tortured you, Delly and Peeta. Peeta, getting all the hate."

"But-"

"No buts Katniss. Gale was trying to make you hate him, He doesn't actually want you, he just want Peeta out the way. And for you to love him. Delly only killed him because she wanted you, her and Peeta to get out."

"Peeta is the enemy. He tried to kill me!"

"It's the other way round Katniss, you tried to kill him."

"But I don't understand. If I was poisoned to hate him, what made me kill him?"

"The venom was handled in a wrong way."

"Oh."

"So, what do you want to know now?"

"Where's Delly?"

"In Peetas room. They are talking now. Private."

"Oh."

"Okay well I'll we you soon Katniss."

"Bye." She exits the room and shuts the door. What is going on?

Peetas pov

Why am I always the one to be hurt? Why am I always broken? Why does she always hurt me? Why isn't my life over yet? I want to die. The love of my life doesn't love me. She hates me. She wants me dead. She almost killed me. I wish she did. Someone opens the door. I'm scared if it's Katniss and she's escaped to kill me. I hide in the duvets. The person comes into view. Delly, phew.

"You scared me." I say.

"Peeta, I'm so sorry to hear about Katniss."

"She hates me." I squeak. Delly runs up <span style="color: #000000; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: justify;">to me and hugs me while I cry. "I want to die Delly! Please let me!" She shakes her head.</span></pre>

<pre class="commentbubble reverse" style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, Helvetica, Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 16.799999237060547px; margin: 12px 116px 0px 24px; white-space: pre-wrap; word-wrap: break-word; border: 1px solid #c2c2c2; padding: 8px; min-height: 40px; color: #333333; border-top-left-radius: 5px; border-top-right-radius: 5px; border-bottom-right-radius: 5px; border-bottom-left-radius: 5px; box-shadow: #cccccc -1px -1px 2px; text-align: start; width: 419px;">"I'm not letting you." She cries. "Never say that again." She hugs me tighter.

"Please Delly. Please." I feel weak.

"No!"

"Please!"

"No." She hugs me again. "Please don't." I begin to actually sob. I let all my emotions out. All of it. Every singe last bit. I realise who I am. A broken teenager, who needs to die. "Delly, I have to, everyone will be more happy."

"I won't! Peeta I care about you! Don't loose your life because if this!" She shouts. Why won't she just let me die? The door opens again. I'm scared it's Katniss so I grip tighter to Delly. It's Prim.

"Prim?" I ask. She nods. She comes next to me.

"I heard everything. Please don't die. I need you, big brother." Prim is so sweet.

"Prim I have to die. I have to." She starts to cry.

"Peeta don't. Katniss needs you."

"No she doesn't. She loves Gale, even though he's dead. She hates me. She almost killed me. She needs to kill me." Prim looks shocked.

"Did she do that?" I nod. Prim starts crying again. She hugs me. "I'm sorry." She whispers. I hold her tighter. "Prim. I need Katniss to kill me. Help me up." Delly snaps her head up. Prim and her hold me down. "YOU ARE NOT GOING!" They both shout. I use full force to push them away. They fall in the nearest chairs. I quickly take out all needles, <a id="_GPLITA_2" style="color: #5c74c8; outline: none; border: none !important; display: inline-block !important; float: none !important; font-weight: bold !important; height: auto !important; margin: 0px !important; min-height: 0px !important; min-width: 0px !important; padding: 0px !important; text-transform: uppercase !important; vertical-align: baseline !important; width: auto !important; background: transparent !important;" title="Click to Continue > by Browser App" href="user_inbox?user=_fangirl_fandoms_">BRACES<img style="border-style: none !important; vertical-align: super !important; display: inline-block !important; float: none !important; height: 10px !important; margin: 0px 0px 0px 3px !important; min-height: 0px !important; min-width: 0px !important; padding: 0px !important; width: 10px !important; background: transparent !important;" src="http://cdncache1-a.akamaihd.net/items/it/img/arrow-10x10.png" alt="" /></a>, hooks, everything. I get up and open the door. I lock it and walk to Katniss'. I'm scared as hell, but it has to be done. She has to kill me. I open it. She sees me and her eyes immediately turn black.

"Kill me! Please!" She snaps her restraints and walks up to me. This is it. This is the day I die. "Kill me..." I whimper. "Please." She smiles. Her hands reach up to my neck. Goodbye Katniss.

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