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I stare into my reflection in the mirror ...

I've gotten paler ever since dad died, my eating schedule is wrecked .. my studies ? Ugh no , I have to catch up with everything once again .. and it's going to be a stressing journey ..

Deep down my heart , I just wanted to run away and hide .. but knowing that I've made deals with J , I couldn't just do it .. whatever that's happening right now really does confuses me ..

I tightened my robe and brushed my hair backwards with a sigh escaping my lips .. I'm very exhausted although I didn't do anything today .. I don't feel sleepy either although it's nearly 4 in the morning ..

Debating whether to sleep or walk around the Min's Empire , I decided to grab a drink downstairs ..

Maybe Namjoon and jimin were both sleeping .. maybe doyeon is playing her mobile game .. maybe yoongi is on some business trip—

"Yoongi?" I stopped on my tracks when I saw yoongi sitting at the mini bar in the kitchen .. head lowered , while his slender fingers run through the rim of the glass slowly ..

He's been drinking ..

I walked quietly towards him , and set my palm on his left shoulder , earning a jolt of surprise from him .. he eased down when he notices it was me ..

"It's 4 am princess , why are you still awake ?" He has a new nickname for me now too "I can't sleep" I paused "the bed is t-too cold for me" continued myself , eyes glancing over him .. yoongi spun around and pulled my arms slowly , a sign for me to come closer .. which I did ..

"Mmmm do you want me to sleep with you?" I smiled , his tone is very needy and I found it adorable .. "why are you smiling?" He questions ; pouting , arms hugging my waist with his head on my chest , listening to my steady heartbeat .. a baby ..

I stroke his hair , and he hums ..

"You're cute yoongs"

"I k-know ~"

I smiled again ... maybe it's a new habit now ; smiling .. I pulled him with me , and dragged him slowly towards his bedroom .. he mumbled things like how he was sorry that I had to deal the consequences and many many things ..

I shushed him and hummed a few tunes till yoongi was found , sleeping soundly minutes after ..

I continued my journey towards the kitchen to grab myself a drink since I couldn't , earlier .. but arms spun me around , and trapped me against the kitchen counter ... I sighed in satisfaction when my nose came in contact with his neck ..

I miss this , I miss him

I miss us

"Seokjin , why are you still up?" I asked , hands inching to touch his body .. questioning myself inside my head , if this was another dream of mine .. when he touched my skin , and brought me closer , I felt it .. and I knew that it wasn't a dream ..

"That was supposed to be my question" he said , smiling weakly .. "I'm sorry that I had to do this .." continued seokjin , brushing my hair away from my forehead, to give a kiss there .. please just stop the time and let us savour this moment for as long as we want ..

"Shu" i felt the familiar feeling in my stomach .. how my heart started to pump wildly when he said my nickname .. "I love you .. I will always will .. and I'll do whatever it takes to get you back .. I won't let your marriage with yoongi happen" my smile dropped .. no , this is not going to happen ..

"Jinnie, you know that he'll kill you" I said, warning him .. he frowns .. "I can't let him have you shu.. you're not a toy .. you're not his toy" he said and I felt a pang on my chest .. is yoongi , trying to use me ?

"Yoongi doesn't love you .. he only wants you for your body .. and I won't let that happen .. I'll fix this .. okay?"

"Fix what?"

That's when I heard a click from a gun and the familiar cold voice echoing through the kitchen ..

"Tsk tsk Kim seokjin , you NEVER learn do you?" Said yoongi wickedly , gun pointing towards seokjin .. I felt him shake .. maybe he was scared too ..

"Yoongi baby , put the gun down please ?" I begged "what did I told you before princess?? I guess you need to be punished" with a smirk , he pulled the trigger but the both of us dodged the bullet ...

Few shots were made , until Mrs Min barged into the kitchen , yelling at yoongi frustratedly ..

"Didn't I warned you ?? Guns are not allowed in the kitchen you ugly sperm" said Mrs Min towards yoongi , while taking away his gun too .. "but mum!" Protested him , pouting. ..

"You , Kim seokjin follow me .. shujin ? Take him to bed and sleep.. the both of you" those were her words and I quickly grabbed yoongi's hand to drag him towards his room once again ...

He is a baby afterall

+I'm exhausted ! See yall in the next update !+