enchanté | m.y.g

사십칠

"Ahra?"

"What?"

"Nevermind"

Same old , same old .. ahra lost track of how long she's been locked up in this cage .. Lee Shujin's cage .. Hoya took good care of her though , at least .. she gotta be thankful that she's still alive because of Hoya ..

"Yah Hoya-ssi"

Hoya stopped walking and came closer to her, making sure he mirrored her posture , squatting down .. eye level with Jung Ahra ..

"What?" Asked him , Ahra smiled and chuckled .. "have you ever get treated like a Dog before ?" She asked him , .. Hoya grimaced .. first it was her breath that stinks .. second , it was the question ., a dog? Of course ..

"Although I'm her brother , I still help her because I'm her assistant.. not her dog .. unlike you" responded him .. ahra eyed him up and down ..

"You're the one who's with Jiwoo right ?" Whispered ahra .. holding back her tears .. jiwoo was the only one who treated her well in the family .. although she's not blood related to the Jungs , she's still happy that she had this indescribable bond with jiwoo .. 

Hoya smiles bitterly .. "yes .. I was with her ..." Hoya sighed , while ahra's right hand reached out of the cage to pat his head .. "it's okay .. I miss her too .. a lot"

'How is she up there ?'

—

Shujin

It was about 2 in the morning .. when I got thirsty and about to went down to get a glass of water when I accidentally bumped into seokjin .. he looked devastated.. desperate to hold him in my arms , I ignore and push that feeling aside .. I'm getting married soon and I can't let that happen ..  when I was about to pass by him , he held my arm to stop me..

"Shu? Can we t-talk?" I gulped .. looking back at him and nodded my head "sure , make it quick before we both get into trouble" trouble as in , yoongi waking up mad and ended up squaring seokjin in the kitchen ..

I poured seokjin a glass of water and handed it to him .. we both sat on the stool opposite of each other at the kitchen counter ..  the silence was actually awkward at first but seokjin broke the ice by asking me how I'm doing and then things were back like how it used to be ..

" so how are you doing now? Is the job stressing you?" I asked .. seokjin smiled "it is stressing me but as long as I get to see you , I'm happy enough" I smiled .. seokjin sighed

"Listen shu , I don't want to be that person who's gonna stop or delay your wedding but I feel like you deserve much more better" I sighed , not this again .. "Jinnie, hey .. it's okay .. I know How you feel about this sudden wedding but what if it'll save all of us ?" I said , seokjin ruffle his already messy hair and look at me with those sad eyes of his ..

"You're gonna Marry yoongi instead of me ? You know I'm capable of saving you , Doyeon , taehyung , jungkook , jimin and namjoon .. marry me and we'll run away" somehow I began to question myself what will happen to yoongi if I decided to break free from his cage?  Therefore, I made my mind clearly ..

" Hoseok is alive and will do anything it takes to take me away, marrying you and running away isn't going to solve any of the Lee's , Min's or Jung's Wrath .." i sipped my drink , feeling guilty after declining his marriage proposal .. I mean like what does marriage have to do with solving these darn problems anyway?

Seokjin took my hand and I was shocked at how cold his hands are .. it used to be very warm .. "what the.. hey you're freezing!" I exclaimed silently .. "shu , no matter in what situation the both of us will be in , I'll still protect you until the end of my life ..I swore your father and you that"

I started to wonder as I gaze into the depths of his eyes .. the warmth that I used to see in them were now vanished .. do I love him ? Do I still have feelings for him ? Will it hurt if I trust him fully ? I don't want to be betrayed again ..  he betrayed my family's business by going with the Min Mafia ..

"Seokjin-ah" I said , smiling bitterly .. I removed his hand slowly from mine and exhaled .. "I , am tired of all the promises that were meant to be broken" I continued.. now he was the one feeling guilty ..

" I can expla—"

" I don't have to hear it .. I know ... but enough is enough"

Ah so this is how I feel towards the man I was deeply in love with back then .. my love towards him will always be a special one but he is now nothing but just a guy who broke his promises to me ,

Instead of him leaving the kitchen , I decided to climb up the stairs to my shared bedroom with yoongi .. so many emotions hiding , begging for me to release it .. I held in the tears and pushed the door slowly , only to be greeted with yoongi's awake form , smoking his cigar while leaning against the headboard of the bed ..

"Oh I didn't know you were awake" I said slowly , fumbling with my hands behind my back as I took slow steps towards him .. yoongi smiled , and patted on his lap , indicating for me to sit on it , and I obeyed

"You don't have to tell me everything princess , it's okay .. I know" right , I can't keep any secrets in this household, he will eventually know .. yoongi spoke to me softly , his other hand stroking my locks delicately , making me let out a hum of satisfaction... I look towards his cigar and took it away from his fingers , and slowly wrap my lips around it and smoke .. I exhaled and only the thick smoke can be seen in our room ..

Yoongi chuckled .. "who taught my baby how to smoke ?" He grabbed my chin .. I smiled "I'm influenced by my soon to be husband~" yoongi smiles but soon , looking at my form slowly , hands brushing my hair .. "yoongi, is everything okay?"

"Princess" he started "do you wish to be free?" I bit my inside part of my cheeks .. yoongi sighed "i will not marry you if you're not willing to.." continued him , ruffling his hair .. I took his face in my palms and kiss his nose ..

"Hey .. listen here ..." I whispered .. yoongi's eyes began to tear up "no matter how much Jung hoseok wanted me , I'll still go to you baby" he sobbed and hugged me , face on my bare shoulder .. I wrapped my arms around his neck and stroke his hair ...

"I'll always choose you over him yoongi , you don't have to worry"

—

"Shit! Let him go!"

" damn you !"

Only muffled screams were heard in Doyeon , taehyung and jungkook's room .. Jung hoseok chuckled watching the 3 people struggling to break free from the tight ropes and duck tape on their mouth .. he stood up and dust off dirt from his hands ...

"Now , I shall retrieve my queen" said hoseok , chuckling evilly ..

+no one knew how much I suffered from anxiety and depression, I just wanna leave this world forever+