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*Beep beep beep beep*

*Beeeeeeeeeeeep*

It was too late ,

Too late to save my dad

The moment I reached there , everything was chaotic ....

I stared at the lifeless body infront of me ... the figure I grew up with.. and now he's gone ...

Everything happened in a slow motion ..

My mother; screaming and crying , the doctors running everywhere .. while I'm being dragged out from the room ...

I didn't let out a single tear

Because I know , this is his fate ..

"Shujin , you're okay" Yoongi's words calmed me .. it doesn't have any hint of question in it .. IM OKAY .. I am .. I'm fine ...

When I blinked my eyes , we were already at the graveyard .. sending my dad away .. I didn't let out anything .. my eyes did its job .. looking , observing what's happening at this moment .. mum was a crying mess .. I clutched the roses in my hand , feeling the thorns pulsing into my palms..

I feel numb ..

—

Shujin walked lifelessly towards her car .. with namjoon being the driver ...

"Joon , take me to J"

"What?"

She groaned "I said .." she inhaled "take me to J" exhaled .. namjoon gripped the steering wheel tightly .. he won't let that happen .. not in a million years ..

"What if I said no?"

Shujin screamed so hard that she could feel her veins almost popping out ..

"You! Are taking orders ! From me! Kim namjoon !!" Namjoon didn't utter a word , simply watching his boss lose it ...

"Mr Lee had just passed away .. you need to get back home and rest .. I know it's been hard for you , for all of us" she listened and remained calm .. Lee Shujin wasn't ready for anything .. she didn't even want this life .. but she loves her family more than anything..

"Meeting J and to deal with that dipshit in this moment isn't the solution to your suffering .. get home and rest"

When namjoon sent her home , she went straight to bed .. not wanting to deal with any mafia crap after her father's lost ..

She's just a fragile little girl , after all

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"Kim seokjin .. I cant believe you betrayed the Lee mafia just to work with me .."

"You know why I did this, ... Yoongi.."

[ please read this a/n ]
+ Helloooo another filler ?? Before shits get down in the upcoming chapter ?? Hahaha I recently got a comment about me putting the #badboy for this book , and about how it didn't have to do anything with Yoongi.. well Sherlock , I have my own plot and I know what I'm writing .. it's going to ruin the fun if I put all the amazing stuffs in the beginning of the story right? Besides I'm a new author and I'm trying to improve all of my mistakes grammar and I want to try something new ! Do let me know if you guys want me to change the plot and make Yoongi the Mafia instead of Shujin ( so cliche haha ) (( plus I'm all about empowering women.. majority of the books I've read are all men empowerment.. why not girls? Girls are powerful too right? Sorry if some of yall are against empowering women :) and I'm sorry if my grammar is so so , english isn't my first language sis ! Vote if u haven't and comment down if u want Yoongi to be a mafia from the start or if u think I should change the plot instead , well communicating is key after all ;)                 BYE LOVES +