Two Broken Hearts

(Noelle's P.O.V.)

I receive a text from Ryan stating "All your luck is right here. Good luck baby." and a smile takes over my features. 

I think back to when I and Ryan would fight. I hear Ryan's voice plain as day saying "I'm done." Tears escape my eyes at the memory of him giving up on me. 

Adam walks by me in the hallway and comes closer towards me. Trying to fake sympathy he says "What happened to you, Lillian? Did h-he hurt you?" All I can do is make out a nod. 

It hurts remembering the day I lost him. 

The day he gave up on us. 

He walks me in his office and lays on his couch in his office. I play into his game and lay in between his legs laying my head on his chest crying harder. He says "Baby? What did he do?" I say "He brought up when we were d-done and said he's q-quitting because of m-me..." I head a knock on the door as he says "Come in!" as if everyone is used to this. 

Is everyone in on his "using me" game? 

The door opens to reveal a brown haired cutie I've fallen for again as he looks in my tear stained eyes. 

Everyone is in on his game and he sees my vulnerability as a way to show him affection because he's needy because he doesn't have him a girl in love with him. 

Disgust quickly takes over Ryan's features as I know he knows what Adam is doing to me. 

Ryan says "Stop using her Adam!" 

Adam replies "It's not like you are any better than me. You did break her after all." 

Ryan grabs my hand and says "Lillian, he's using you." 

I say nothing. 

Ryan repeats "Scott, he's using you." 

My mind flashes to all the time billions of times I thought he was loving me and he was instead using me for my vulnerability. 

From that moment my mind goes blank. 

Where am I? Who is the brown haired boy who knows my name? What am I doing here? 

I ask the brown haired boy "Who are you?"