The Abusive Relationship (a Chandler/Grayson Riggs fanfic)

Not So Fast/Attacked

Grayson's POV
"Morning Chan, how'd you sleep?"

"Pretty good, how about you? Any more nightmares?"

"A few. In one of them I had to watch Daniel kill himself over and over, repeating the same thing before he did it each time. He kept on saying that "this is all my fault." But I know that's not true, right?"

"No. It's not."

"Then why do I feel so guilty?"

"Because while your having these nightmares, your actually listening to all the lies that Daniel and Logan are spreading in them. How many have you had?"

"Twelve."

"No wonder you feel so guilty, you've had so many of them that you're actually believing the lies. But you need to take some deep breaths, have a drink of water, or whatever you want and calm down before I show you some home videos of you and Daniel. So take all the time you need."

1 hour later...
"Ok, let's do this. Show me these home movies."

"All right, some of these you may have seen before but I've included ones that you haven't seen yet. At least to my knowledge you haven't seen them yet."

"All right, start them up. So hopefully these videos will help me get rid of this doubt and clear my mind, because I don't want to feel guilty like...if Daniel really does end up killing himself he doesn't blame me."

"As long as he knows and remembers that you still love him, plus the fact that you'd do anything for him and vise versa he'll be fine."

"Yeah, you're right."

"Ok, you ready?"

"Yes. You may hit play."

"Thanks, mother may I."

"You're welcome sonny boy."

Chandler and I chuckled for a few seconds before he hit play to start the home movies.

a few hours later...
"So Grayson, how do you feel now?"

"Way better than I did before, thanks Chandler."

"You're welcome Grayson."

"Hey Chan?"

"Yeah?"

"Never mind."

"What's on your mind?"

"It's just that seeing Daniel being happy, and all dressed up waiting for me on all five anniversaries just brings back a shit ton of happy memories. And just seeing him all happy and how he actually looks happy, and not brutalized brings back a shit ton of good memories. Just look at him. I haven't seen him that happy since the day he proposed to me."

"Yeah, both of you looked so happy."

"That's because we had each other, unlike now."

*ding dong*

"Coming!"

I walked over to the door, looked through the eye-hole and saw Daniel standing all the way on the sidewalk.

I opened the door and ran over to Daniel, but right as I was near him he knocked me down to the ground.

"Daniel? What the hell!?"

I got up, but was knocked down again.

"What the fuck is your problem Daniel!?"

"I know what you're planning Grayson, but it's not going to work."